Wednesday, December 31, 2008

. FUCK YOU SPAMMER . NO LIFE .

Take yr opinions n shove em down yr throatBleedRotGag until you choke fucker !
Ruin my life ehh ? haha, kecian kau..budak taqde akal gyny mcm uh.bbl apek2 pey !
Does it make you happy to see me in misery?HAHA. siak . taqde mase uh kay aku naq feel down pasal ny. skit pey taq heran luh kay.That is how it does, bbl konek ?A simple thang such as this Can ruin a persons' day.But so much about me you dont know! so jgn asal buley sap-sap ehh kat siny.!I tynk youre suffering selfishness, stupidity & AIDS ! haa, that is whye you keep saying about "PLAY" WOOOO ! maybe the coz of AIDS you have, you go crazy dumb. bbl taq tentu pasal pat orang. KANINA !
STOP accusing, blaming, condemning, and attacking PPL'S LYFE uh kay.kau taq kenal aku,so kau jgn bnyk bunyik pat sini.kecian sgt sgt luh aku tngk kau, taqder lyfe,taqder pride taqder V to leave in. hahaha ! * & aku sengaje taqnaq tukar cbox aku * kau naq bbl pepek,konek,juboh...lantak kau. bbl uh.asalkan kau happy.dgn care happy kau, orang bleh pandang kau mcm orang gyler ! otak babi !

Note: sorry to outiside readers if i were to say harsh words...seriusly, this is not me. im not used to be lyke this. oh my goodness sake.haish.nvm.

JUST BECOZ OF THIS, I GET SO FED UP.hope ya understand.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

been not updating my blog fr the past 2 days i guess. so yea.
on the sat, ntg much happened actually,went out to town with wawa,fieza,suhaimi&shakir.
bla bla bla.
on Monday, went out with mummy,boboy&abang to town (LYKE AGAIN)okeh.we shopped shopped shopped.from plaza sing to fareast (4pm till 8pm) thn letih & felt so lapar.we proceed to far east kfc there.after mamam, out from kfc, was shocked a grp of clans shouted my name out. hee "EHH DORA!"i was lyke. "ahaa, hello guys" *shake2 hands,talk fr awhile* thn jalan..saw my peeps again*hug hug*..heex.okeh so PAISEY ! =X
& i was late meeting my fren up fr party.shitos !chop chop meet up thn go enjoy.
fella texted me up& say thers spammers.& shit. i totally gt no mood. stopped dance,drink & went back home. OKEH , SO FREAK !abit high tt tyme. sory ehh kwn if i maki2 you.hex !reached home.mandy.thn on comp....& i was lyke " OH MY FUCKING GOODNESS "*looking at my tag* CB CB CB !grrrr.assing shit luh okeh babi !

: NOTE TO SPAMMERS :

ASSING SHIT TO YOU FUCKER. WHO ARE YOU TO ME!? TALKING NONSENSESICAL STUFF ! EHH KANINA BUTO AQILAH, WHERS YR PRIDE?WHERS YOUR SHAME SIALS?PEPEK KAU ASL ?DA GATAL SGT PE !?PATHETIC GYLER SAK INI MINAH. BBL BULU SIOL !

EHH , BIG FUCK TO YOU EHH GERL !FUCK EVERYTHING YOU SAY.BECAUSE I DUNT GIVE A DAMN FUCK ABOUT THE FAME.

Fuck all your fucking ignorance . EHH KALAU KAU NK BBL PSL LONGGAR, MINTAK UH BAPAK KAU MAEN.DIER DA EXPERIENCE NI SUME PE KANS. HAHA.(BAPAK KAU JIGOLO!) SIALAN PEY POMPUAN.BRANI BBL KAT SINI BRANY JUMPE AKU KAY. KITER SETTLE. KAU JGN NAK BNYK SONGEH PAT TAG AKU KAY KANINA !?

大话

da de xing jiao!

YOUR xiao maomi ye songdong de ...HAHA !

Monday, December 29, 2008

Woke up late, thn rushed off to dance practice..as usual. ntg much. Practice for CHINGAY EVENTS. hAha. taq sabar.okey shit.(taq perlu bilang siang2) paisey luh kans.

haa.stop it..

now. chattin with fee,nabil,otang,chan,zack,feez,khairul. haha. very the kecoh.

while chattin msg2 ngn syedHAWTSTUFF(my used to be close bboy fren).

he asking me out for party today (monday)at st james,9pm till 4am.

i wanna go. but thn, i told him i need to save up my money for countdown. haaa. so by surprise, he treat me. entry 20 bucks. underage party . haaaa ! so-COOL!

IM GOINK IM GOINK !

kay set. gonna meet him up at harbourfront interchange,730.b4 tt go for dinner & meet his fren up at harborufront kan syed ?? nyahaa.. karn wait. big day !

tuesday summore. ton over .thn following day gonna celebrate NEW YEAR LUH KANS. taq sabar. haha. !

party all night long siah. fun fun! CONFERM LETIH. winks*

so yea syed, see you soon later.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

went to har par villa with mummy,boboy elsyaifi,boboy fawaz,nabil,fee,wawa,aqaz & asraf.
had fun with them. OKEH , LYKE ALOT ! haaa. extremely tired ofcoz. long walked & itx hot. ohh gosh itx killing me dude ! okey okey, went to the hell & heaven area & those statue haunt me at night. REALLY.

heex. i kept dreaming of those. wooo. SCARY LUH OKEY. mummy very the kecoh . haa. ( she makin me go MALU.......alot of her lame jokes )

HAHA ..make it short aites.

off from haw par villa at 4pm. separate with mummy, boboy & wawa. so left me,fee,nabil & asraf. took 143 to plaza singapura. they bought movie ticket wheres im notat cathay. hex. i only teman thm till 730. so yea. after buying ticks off to plaza sing ate burger king.
haa. YUM YUM. so....chop chop finished. they sent me off at dhoby ghaut . proceed-to tamp.
to adi smurf hawtstuff cribs(house) heeex. okeh shhss. only us both. ehh, fun luh okie. heex. the funniest part was tt he asked me to climbed over the rooftop and masok from his bedroom window. haa ! & ppl were lyke looking at me. heeh. OKEH DIAM. done ntg luh =P
dhen, sat ahwhile coz im tired of climbing lye MONKEY. he showed me his stuff, shoes, & wow. THOSE SHOES TOTALLY AWESOME !(kiter same size, can share kans? )heee. smoke2 watch tv & bla bla.
heex. thn thn, he kluar kan sheesha luh seyy, aper agy. WE PUFF PUFF LUH KANS. after puffed. he bukak lagu kuat2 . ELECTRO , HOUSE... haa, & his lyke rave-ing. cute kape. thn we jiwang2 ..nyanyi. . ADI BOIFY , I STILL KEPT THOSE PROMISES. sshsss !haaa
chilled at his hse from 8 till 11pm. so the gerek.reached home at 1230am. tired banget. !

( NOTE: HIS JUST MY FREN )

ntg much. soo shhss... HAHA.

adi adi. promises are meant to be kept.

& mesty luh tahu rahman & mahfudz

THE HAWTSTUFF PEEPS LUH KORANG

EHH TO TAGGER :YOU THE PASSERBY YG DA KUTOK2 AKU.

tolong uh ekh, bbl ader care skit buley taq. kau pikir aper sials. PANGGIL ORG BABI. KAU TU YG BABI SIALS. yang taq pakai otak naq bbl !pass tag text messages that ruin other people's reputation. WTH ! who the hell are you ?!ape aku da buat salah ?!asl tkt nak blg namer kau ?!

Thursday, December 25, 2008

To that someone (someone that i dedicate fr you this song called *INSOMNIA*
If eu open my heart, guess wat eu gonna see? Itx you. friend lyke you are hard to fyynd so I kept you. I dun regret d tings I had done & the tings I didnt do. Fr sumwhere along d way I must hav done somting right coz I ended up with "liking you"
Do u ever recall the day we talk? Our first hello? D day we became friends? Well, I do n I will owez rmbr. For tt very day, I knew, youll cherish me (:
my heart keeps saying this over & over again
:Somebody up there loves me. Somebody down here cares for me: but wait, i wonder who....
You may nvr see hw much I care fr eu. Eu may nvr hear hw much I treasure u. Eu may nver feel how much I miss eu. Coz only here in my heart eu cann see them true.
just so yknow, im SECRETIVE. * my EX know me well *. haaa. youll know hw SECRETIVE & QUIET i am once talked abt love. heex. but trust me, ill let it all out by msg, diary & blog (: ohh, thats so true-ME ! haaa ! gees, tell you wart, being ME , MYSELF ,itx totally hard to handle matters alone. i may give up easily & lead on with my fake smile & fake happy lyfe. if you were to noticed it lately, i done those. ppl doesnt seems to know. WHY ? bcoz, im here fr them & make thm happy always. just keeping away my sad fonds fr awhile.
Sometymes, I 4get to say "hi" n "hello" n sometymes I evn miss to rply, but it doesnt mean ur 4gotten.

TO HIM(THE GUY TT DOESNT APPRECIATE)

Some ppl dun get any respect at all bcause dey are askin fr the respect dey dserve. wart kynd of guy are you? & TT PHRASE IS FR YOU....Itx better to lose ur pride wit someone you love, rather than lose that someone wit ur useless pride! ohh yes.

USELESS !

Itx totally amazing to see me going insane right ?

LOVE to me is touch and go.. uhhuh. coz somehow i realize too im a jerk . at least i realize how bad i am towards you, coz you done bad towards me. this is wart i deserve !

loose me, loose my pride. fr whom i am i dunt deserve to have you in my lyfe !

COZ I KNOW IM SUCKS IN RELATIONSHIP TO GUYS TT TRYNA MESS ME UP

update new songs. this song so sweet (: (kembali pulang)

& & dora need any heart shape necklace coz recently i broke one of it coz im down. without it im ntg ! . im craving fr the silver one. hee ! sape2 bleh bely kan ? shssss !

(money in bank & left 100 bucks in my wallet fr countdown so i need to save up) shit! craving fr one ! )):

BORED strikes. KNUCKLES UP ! ahaaa.
yesterday night coudnt get cuddle in tight with my teddies to sleep. haish ):
msg-ed up with frens . thn at two kluar from bilik. found out tt my mummy & adik not yet sleep. heeeh . mummy were lyke * ehh, you awake, baru naq py clubbing ngn boboy senyap2 *
haha. aper jek my mummy. she maty2 naq py clubbing. thn told her, boboy cnnt masok siah. bring me along uh. thn she was lyke * haa,engkau naq masok ? nanty pinggang patah * hahaha.
was laughing away inda middle of night. heex !
sambil tu mummy, boboy & i were on fone tgh dngr misteri (: woo. SCARY.mcm taq biaser jek, padahal2 hary2 dngr. heex.

*MUMMY MUMMY,JOM KLUAR, KAKAK BORED AT HOME* GAHHHHHHH!!!!

& shit, gonna let this feelings out NOW NOW NOW !
HMM, i still rmbr the days i ajak my mummy and ex boifie kluar shopping samer2 thn were lyke holding hands tightly & laughed out with my mum craps. i missed those days with ex bf ):
nvm, LYFE HAS TO MOVE ON. so yea, here i am. leading my happy lyfe (:

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

COOL SHIAT. woke up early just now

darn, rushed off to volleyball match . haaa. & sooo,get into semifinals thn we kalah ): ohh bummer ! ( ehh, dpt jgk tau masok semifinals, dpt voucher agy 60 bucks per person )
woooo ! after matched & stuffed, rushed off again & met up with fieza & her peeps over at pit stop 2 ( pahlawan beach ) thn, strolled down & saw 3 guys juggling. preety awesome yea. ahaa. ( & psst, im nt looking at those guys, im looking at how they juggle ) (taqmo salah anggap horh)
sat down, as im tired & hungry. ate carrot cake alone.heex. as fieza & peeps played volleyball(: ahaa. funny luh they all. VERY THE KECOH. (: aye aye, done everythang fieza & peeps get changed. sat far apart from shakir ? ehh ? err ohh, ( peter parker ) haa.. we're lyked very bored. okeh okeh. i can see it from his face just a GLANCE (ajur) kayy shhhs. was bored.took out nail polisher & polished up my toe nail (:
ABEH ABEH. angin pun tiup kuat. ADUH. SAKIT MATER. heex. rub-bed2, kasy bersih. after tt, felt ntg. so shhsss.... drg2 pun dtg,i ,fieza & tow guyfren followed to 711. thn from there rushed off again & met wawan. SHIAT ! B4 TT....was inda monorail, MY FACE ! felt so hot & pain. so i took out my mirror & looked at it. okeh THERS NTG BUT ITX RED
after awhile itx totally KILLING ME ! red dots starts to POP UP ! gaahh. DLM HATY SAY(mampos, mcm maner naq meet kwn aku seouls,paisey sial, taqper uh taqnaq meet) tapy meet jugak uh. da lamer taq jumper pey pasal. heex ! abeh abeh, makin banyk pulaq tu, my body pun aduh ! sakit banget. met wawan *looked down* wawan say " wart happen? " *my tears start rolling ): (speechless) geees wart a day ): uh kay diam, followed thm to harbourfront bely rokok. sat outside & chilled & felt so uneasy & wanting to go back on tt moment ! cried again, called fieza up to come over.thn fieza, me & sahkir went to cheers & bought oil.dup dup. PUT ALL OVER. alhamdulillah(:
kurang jugak. CHEER UP JUGAK (: all tanx to kedai CHEERS (: WINKS*.
& fieza too. tanx fr putting the oil at my back...bla bla bla.
baleq took bus 143, sempat lagy py lepak kat jrg east. met barney & geng. all guy playing takraw. KEKEK2 LUH DRG. very the kecoh. ader jek, satu2 lambai2 kat dora . haa mcm da lamer taq jumper kans. heex. padahal2 slalu meet. ! wakkaka.. beh beh. tengk drg maen takraw, lights off at ten, aper agy, dora start maen volleyball with guyfrens (:yeah !
naq lawan sgt kan. woooo! DORA TEAM MENANG ! nyaha. played with barney pun gerek ! kecoh kecoh kecoh sampai polis pun dtg. aper agy step2 kemas brang thn dora jln dulu, coz aru bely rokok spore. haha. TAKOT balek uh... da mlm agy pun. pai umah kul 1230. weee ! & last tanx TO MY HUNKS & CHICKIES msges ( bnyk oi ), by cheering me up wen i sat in bus alone, looking at my face again. heex!

Monday, December 22, 2008

to sape2 yang ckp : ' dora, you pierce ? ' haha. ohh yesh bby, upper lip
wooo ! boleh tahan saket tawuk...BENGKAK fr lyke 3 days. damn ! bare the pain .
okie, lets move on. haaa, TRIME KASEH EHH awak ( the used to be, & love me ) now ure gone (: happy taq ? taq msg taq ape ? dora tawu awak happy sgt2 (: heeex ! kejar2 kan pompuan yang suker pakai DRESS kan ? heex. tanx fr everything, dumb me fr gd you TRASH ! (: & ohh, no last meaningful werds fr you dude. coz, ure a freak (: heeee !
It was a simple crush, done & over wit, then you looked & DUMPED ME (: . OHH hebat sangt2 !takecare ajur luh..... ahaa, nasib baik dora single heex !

now chill dulu (:

......next topic......

If someone wud ask me wat a beautiful lyfe means, I would lean my head on ur shoulder n hold u close to me n answer wit a smile: "Like this!" :) i need you

heeex, SWEET TAQ ? chey. dora perasan sgt sgt.

& shiat...Days can be so tough and at times cruel. whye ehh ? okeh S0 -NOT ME.

tryna be happy at least. heex !

Please dont accuse me of copying a song when I say "you light up my senses". (sume org pakai ini werd ape) sape heran kalau aku copy werd itu (: For truly, it is only wen I first met u tt I began to bcome appreciative of life around me. Without knowin it, u taught me how to bcome sensitive. In other werds, u taught me hw to love.I hope tht u undrstnd my intention. & what i truly want in lyfe.I knw I have the habit of makin surprises. shiat. SURPRISES AS IN, formal...

Your smiles and kindly look owez giv me a heartattack.

Im surprised by ur sight bcz I am in love!

awwww.

TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR !....

HEX..

.........dream on siah DORA ): haish.........

YESTERDAY VERY THE KECOH AT NIGHT ...

haaaa...thought of guink fr final with fieza & her mama right ? but thn SPORE hebat sgt, trus kalah ! wahhh ! KANUNU CHIBYE BYE BTOL ! nyahaa..

fee,fieza,wawan,yul & i were lyke very the kecoh msg2 semua. haha. sampai

TOOT TOOT TOOT

terkluar ! nyahaaa !

kay very the shiok gyler luh text dorang.. bla bla. after dhat plan with fieza abt tuesday. i gt event inda morning , so pape i meet you at pahlawan aye fieza ? heex ! kay, were talking about billy & i was abit blur, which billy fieza were talkin abt, skaly salah org darh ! paisey ehh gerl !

taq mau bilang AIDIL oi. if not i text WAN uh kay ! tell hym baru tawuk. kay diam.

heex, to FEE sorry sgt2 taq dpt py sentosa nary. clash luh bie. too many event kat sentosa. & OHH, INGAT TAU, TEXT SOON ABT BELY BUKU SKOLAH SAMER2 (: HEEX !

aduhai ! moreover, woke up just now, so sick. haish ): sorry ehh, kalau dora bngn lmbt thn msg krg lmbt . hex ! receive 15 msg in total pagy tady. wooo! maut pe seouls !

kecoh sgt sgt.!

& to wawan, loving sgt sgt siah lu. i loike ! very the kecoh ! gigit eu baru tawuk okeh. pantat you ... gatal siah... haha !

Sunday, December 21, 2008

sorry fr not updating post. SERIUS SHIT ! im so the lazy plus bz !
ahaa. whye bz ? bcoz i gt alot of outings till ton here & there. & whye lazy ? haaa.
coz i gt no tyme. reach home"LALA LAND" heee !ive been out to sentosa, msia, ECP,jamming & town too.
okeh. thats so lyke bz...haaa. ive been guink out with this fast, eyya, alfred,zack,fieza o & barney & geng.ahaa...thers more i guessed. ohh yesh..MORE (:
ntg much to say actually & ohh yarh, bf i end this.
we ben GLAMORISE ! shit. (idk how to spell) wee. caught on video.cristmas thingey
haa. & eyya was lyke posing wee weet
& sooo, this guy asked us to talked & gave speeched
we really want. but after tt, we're totally speechless. sorry video man ! (:

hehe ! & look at this video very the cute yknow. haaaa ! super uber cute !

lagy2 yg bby tu botak, gt small toncet at front. & IT WAS PACKED WITH JEMBALANG2 OKEH. VERY THE PACKED OVER AT TOWN. WOOO WE ENJOYED !

& to jepon stylo,baby,kyky,whoever luh yang ajak dora kluar. sory kay.

heex ! clashed luh outing kyter !

Monday, December 15, 2008

sorry, senget luh..ahaaa..

she keeps on laughing whenevr i put the congkak beads thingey on her head. haa ! was playing with her & stuff. haaa aint shes cute ? ohh myy, SHES WAYY TOO CUTE ! shes my adik sedare. haaxx & her saliva..i kept on wiping . heee anak chinoneh katerkans (: haaa !

& ohh, one more..tt lil boyy, his name is pangestu harris (: an indonesia boy. ok no . i mean his mummy. orang indonesia. & the way he talk also lyke one of thm. haaa ! & you can hear his voice at the video (the 1st part). but sadly, ddnt took his video....

& tanx to wawa who took it (: winks*

was having my boboy kendury sunat over at my place on sunday. quite tiring on tt day. haaa ! ehh sowie horh kuzzie if i were to sit ajur. penat ouhkay rewang2 on saturday. wahdu. ! my leg. pain banget.. haaaa ! ramai oi orang dtg..moreover the 1st part i was abit sick. sneezing ajur. thn after quite some tyme im okey as i walked here & there. heee !

maner taq sakit seouls. on saturday slept at 4am thn woke up at 7.3oam. i slept late bcoz sat outside talked to my aunty sambil gaul2 lauk at luar. haaa !tolong masak katerkans. heee !

thn after finished kendury at 630.cleaned everything & DOINK ! into LALALAND oready. haaa ! slept at 830 pm. haha.. da masok bilik dulu tglkan my aunty & others outside cleaning hse. haha !

SERIOUS SHIT ,i was tired layan-ing my adik sedare sumue...haaa. 1st was my neighbour,honey,jasmine,jaslyyn,rifky,ilaz,pangestu harris,& this twinny. idk their names..

haaa fun okey(:

Sunday, December 14, 2008

ohh GREAT (:

" YOU " happy now luh kans....

ohh wait wait...What do i do when you leave me?How do i stand tall?I cant picture being without you . but nah.itx okie..im happy fr you anyways...though WE ddnt msg much..haaax (:

..congrats finally you found someone whom ull be wit her for the rest of your life wish you happiness..... try to love her wit all your heart.....take good care of her...as will as yrself.dont frgt to ask the guardian itself (:

much love from me to you, MY USED TO BE LOVED.

Being single are LOVED fr me.. idk.. guess IT WILL A BIG YES.

& ohh , was shocked (fast)eyya boify chat-ed with me regarding abt findin new love..

errr err, was speechless tt tyme. he told me he was in a gd mood. so what FAKE SHIT LIL WAYNE ! haha . . bla bla bla. fast ohh fast, really mehx you wanna help. lyke real siah this GUNDU ! grrrrr !-___-

& last ! TELL YOU WHAT. you are lyke those PESO ! easy to earn..but tell you what..

it will loose yr value just becoz of findin a new BARBIE DOLL. cermin diry awak dulu buleyy ?

Dora bukan ape suke2 reject orang ... just tt you dunt tynk matured ! ohh pliz..

moved on you STUB HEAD ! youre just lyke those MAGGOTS. came out wen it rots ....

dora single. boleh luh mingle ! betol taq fieza ?? nyahaaaa !

& BIG F*CK to whome simply thinks im a FLIRT ! such big BUBBLE luh you ! aint nt. shit to those ..... FUCKER. & i dunt give a damn .. say wartever you want. coz i aint a MINAH lyke you to fight around. kuang kuang kuang. sowie girl. im just saving my saliva up f my PRECIOUS ONES (: haha....

BIG TOOT FR YOU MY DEAREST ! get thug or tuck yrself up YOU DICKY MANIAC !

..........& sial uh.....i miss my faz lyke alot siah ! haish )):

Saturday, December 13, 2008

lets begin WITH THE TALKS.

went out w/o any permission. ahaa...woke preety late day that -__- . woke up at 145. thn fieza msg oready , i was lyke WTH! IM LATE !okie, get guink, tgh mandy pun masy msg2 ngn fieza.. haha . sempat ehh .winks*finished,get ready out at 330. met wawa at boon lay interchnge & she ARRIVED LATE !so bla bla, top-ed up fr her ezlink card. met fieza o up at jrg east interchange at arnd 4 i guessed wihich is suppose to be at 3 ! haaax.. so, 1st stop, went to PENIN(& FK WILLIAM WE WENT THERE NOT TO BUY FAKE SHIT DOPE HOODIES ! ). WEN the jams ! drum & stuff..haaa...thn went fr our so called lunch over at marina(ljs). thn while waitin fr achid,taber,& ogy, we mamam & chat-ed abt fieza problem.ok da diam, everything settle kan fieza ? haha. all tanx to us . winks*
after tt...off to marina steps sat there awhile. bla bla...chow from there & took bus 77 infront of the esplanade as we wanna go skate park (:while waitin fr the bus ! ape lagy, KECHING KECHING KECHING ! PICTURES WERE TAKE (: ahaaaa.. thn bus pun dtg...stooped over at somerset,thn pass scape,cineileisure,chilling & took pics outside taka..& we were lyke SO NOISY coz we saw this insane tall clown & FIEZA WAS SCARED ! haha. YOU KEDEKUT ! haha..thn jalan2 tu fareast met up with nabil & feewahshey....FEE weet ! (: BELL SAKK. aiseybedah ! sweet kape drg. sempat blow kan mate...winks*thn eyya msg told us she karn come over. so we wen back to marina & met eyya(sis) & si FAKE SHIT LIL WAYNE(fast) woops !in awhile later..CHAK. ther goes alfred & zack. wasted taq amek pic.haha...! thn we jalan coz many MAT REP !grrrr...went off to boat quay & sat there..hehex ! chilling place (: thn fieza naq kene aleq cpt, so she asked me to teman, okie lorh.haha.chow at 1040..thn fieza dropped at jrg east. thn i alone & reached home at 12am as i go lepak at mac with frens (: heeee !

Thursday, December 11, 2008

times past so fast..REAL FAST ! gees...
i wonder how it would be like in the future..as in, in my FUTURE. bad, good ? & i hope everything wud be great not lyke i used to have lately.
let me recall the past i used to have....

hair color,smile,grin,sinful life,soul-wise,friends/foes,exam-marks,old landscape,ambitions,life-styles, heart and mind...& more luh...

past walked in to my life, by just like that, walked back out, Still i will be a memory to remember (: LOOK......The pure memory taught me of the spontaneous events of life ive created so far. !
kynda meaningful.I do nt knw wht these happenings are but they are occurring within me & surround me !
2009 is about to appear ! i just need NEW LYFE & A NEW ME ! thats what ive been hoping for. changing bad to good ! (: ohh how i wish i could, & THEY realize it....

20 more days to 2009.new year

22 more days to sch reopens !

& last ...

22 MORE DAYS TO FEE BDAY ! HAHA .

tyme for BASH ! (:

& ohh yarh... i so MISS MY BADZ,OTANG,FEE,MAIRAH,NAUFAL,NADY,FAKE WILLIAM,FIEZA O,EYYA,NABIL

& ALSO TO MY FAZ...

IM SORRIE IF I WERE TO SHOUT AT YOU, COZ OF MY PROBLEM

& OHH FAZ, TANX FR THE HELP )):

haish, regret scolding you...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

i cant believe wat you did.i want to close my eyes fr better & not looking fr you back in my lyfe. everything destroy. REALLY ! you tried to cheer me up but ntg seems to be A-OK !

LOOK....you just sit there smiling & pretend ntg happens.

& heyy,you should be ashamed to look at me,&i should be ashame dat your touch on me. nutynk worth you see... HILANG KAN DIRY KAU LUH...sape peduli ! none msg received & replied ! WTH !

peek around and smiled lyke ntg mattered, when you graced me with care ,you SLUT i should have spit in your face and walked away so yknw how it felt to be a few ALONE than you like with no way out except the PHONE !

i should have been hateful&cruel towards you...NTG WORTH YOU SEE

dtg into my lyfe with laughter thn with emotions/fonds...

then yknw why i hate you then yknw what it feels like to kiss the person who has their foot on your throat then you'll know the pain, hate, and loneliness-__-

FUCK YOU SLUT !... then you'll know me LIKE YOU NVR KNEW ME BY THE 1ST LOOK !, like you never bothered&like you never EVER wanted...

& PLZ..dun you ever mention my name.im totally gone, and I find my dislike for you aite (:

so you will agree with whatever things i wanna say..

LAST TEXT FR YOU SLUT..... Your WERDS are full of CRAP & SHIT

FEE...IDK how you gonna react to him. geees

felt totally LOST..fr sure you & him too.i just dont get it what his tryna say actually..GUNDU !

just wanna let yknow.....You cheer my happiness Wen Im feelin glad.You help to heal my injured heart.Whenever Im sad. so yea. here i am to help.but looks...ntg gonna werk for now.
as in...refering to him..abt others..tu lain criter luh...
maybe he needs yr concern and understanding that You give abundantly.hmmm..

Someone to lean on wen problems appear,Some1 on whom youd dpend,Someone wholl lift u when youre down in the DUMBS,That someone is truly a frend.
Thats hw I feel abt you my dear frend.Youre so special just as you are.just so yknow that youre there provides comfort to spare.A friendship like urs sets the space just fr me & other frens. (:

hmmm...& yea...of coz & for sure i miss my ex much...

yknow i know..ntg to mention it much in here..hmm.

KYNDA RIDICULOUS you see..hmm...

i still rmbr the days We shared much of our lives.Our joy and also our pain.Without remembering( whatever it its ),I just might go insane! -___-

Yknw wat Im talkin abt.. haaa.. LAME-MO ME.

DREAM ON DORA..uhh pffft ! & ohh...make it unnoticed. dun look & read or take it to yr hurt if you were abt to TERASE abt this post..random ppl.unknown ppl will know (:

haa.yknow iknow...so yea (:

More than words can say would up in post soon...

Less than words to say would be this " dun you ever bother to read if you aint LIKING my type freak ! "

haaa...LISTEN......

You care about people and it shows.You are generous with ur tyme,giving of your ASS PIG energy to ppl tt you liking most. but end up.needing me back ! WTH ISH WRONG WITH YOU.

i aint yr doll . & ohh yarh, I will remember your kindness to me anyway..nt to worry..worry much for yr frens fr better...& sorry..my fone no longer use...just fr gfs purposes..
GFS YKNOW KANS ! HAHA...waste of time with undeal craps tt ive known so far tru fone.

gotta get tru this all while im late fr everything..live my lyfe..

NOTE

able to cntact, danny,aidil,wawa,fee,otang,fieza,faz,naufal,badz,mairah,eyya,barney,fendy,fella,

afad,yul,naidi,ahzai,ahzyp,amin,alfred,

bella,darshy,bem,syed,mellisa,nabil,sharmaine melly,fyqa,yana,wany,danish,dyla & wawan (: tanx fr everything aye.ahaa..yg TERASE sorie kay..hmm, no harm kans? just being me, telling the truth.. (:

BOY, REPENT YRSELF.THINK BFORE YOU SAY.

& this post untok kau jugak kay...

bbl taqder care & sopan , you tynk i cann accpt evrything you said !

pikir aku taqde otaq pah boy ?

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Never rush in lyfe for it never runs out.& fr sure Love has its ups n downs.its twists n turns.Some ppl dun get any respect at all bcause they are askin fr the respect thy deserve.There is no such a ting as ignorance, bt only degrees of wisdom.

tell u what...Itx better to lose yr pride wit sumone you love, rather than lose that sumone wit yr useless pride. am i right to say that ? hmm..

Wen evryting goes wrong, jush push yrself frward & try to move on & lead the new lyfe!

P-ush U-ntil S-omething H-appens!

Being happy all the time is kynda of boring. yea, thats so true.... & having an enemy ish so not my type -___- pissed off with thm.

i dunt even have any enemies in me ..well fr who takes me as yr enemy, by all means. but just rmbr im not tt easy to give up on ppl just lyke tt !

& ohh..The best thing about an enemy is that they tells the truth abt you. & yesh, from there i may change for good (: & be a better person (: It is always a pleasure to listen to persons bragging about their humility.jush b ready to take the intensity of emotions & be strong & faced it all (:

i forgive those who bore me but cannot forgive those whom i bore.

im abit lazy to post today. haa. alil bit will do aye (: ? haaa..

1st day, reached aunty cheryl banglo.stayed there (:

after all,at 3pm went to KLCC thn to CENTRAL PARK... ntg much..hee.as usual went there lyke many tymes already... thn at around 7pm aunty bought us to hard rock cafe & had our dinner there (: yummy, & the surroundings are nice & happening (:

& ohh ya before that,tell you about my aunty. shes my one& only STEPPO & HIGH STANDARD TYPE ! unlike her daughters, chill & relax, suzy & melly. they are nice btw. & they the ones i love most. we talked english & wears branded clothes. pssst*cause they dont like us wear those cheaps clothes ! UHH PFFFT ! shsss. shes my aunty with pendidikan yang tertalu tinggi !

& her husband pun, my uncle robert from paris(:

so yea, back to hard rock cafe. at 9pm off and chilled sumwhere whers thers always mat rempit chilled. FUUHH ! all mats there very sachok, but hold on ! PRANGAI SATU2 MCM SUNDAL. tryna attract ppl, tapy... ish. idk luh !

grrrr. buat orang geram & marah ade luh !*CRACK HEAD**HEAD SPINS*

heee.

so yea, reached banglo at 11pm. bathe & get changed. so thn melly asked me & suzy to sit at yard. so yea, went there while she sat on a float at pool with her lappy . so, i ignored thm cause they seem bz, walked off to their doll house & played with rabbits there (: ooo, COMEL BANGET ! bla bla. melly & suzy came over & webcam with their bfs.. nyahaa. effing cool okie . heex. THEY 'OPEN MINDED PPL' & was lyke wow ! wayy too.

haaa. i joined in thn . nyahaa. shsss ! -___-

2nd day. ntg much happened. stayed home cause lazy to go petaling market. haaaa !

very hot there. many tymes kene kacau.haiya ! grrrr. sat home thn at 4pm, melly & suzy wanting to go over melly's bf hse.they asking me out too. so yea, went with thm. watched movie at his hse & went off to have our dinner at pizza hut.slightly diff the taste. not that nice.

woops!

3rd day... packing up for brangkat ! (:

haaa.... but b4 reaching spore. went to TIMES SQUARE.INDOOOR THEME PARK !

COSMO WORLD is the name .. ride on the roller coaster, DNA mixer & many more.

almost ride everything & but not those kiddy ones. wasted kan lau taq naik semue. buang duit ajur. BUT ABG... haaa. abit scared.. heee.

entrance37 ringgit, no time limit. & we spent in there alomost 5 hrs (: haaa

finished everything, off to have our dinner at banglo. thn at 8 lyke that heading back to spore !

so yea. here now. safe & sound.. heee!

much fun !

nothing much to say now.. (: kynda sleepy..

GOODNIGHT !

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Standing at the door,lappy tags in hand.About to tell my life...totally BORED.

feeling uneasy.watching out , seeing my boboy play soccer with jiran. the LAST , i guees, as my boboy da naq sunat.haaa !

bye bye BE-BIRD ! hhaa.WAIT.HOW TO SPELL ? haa.shsss. whatever.

Just giving myself another day,Brushing aside what my thoughts may say tru all.

By ignoring the brain - just follow my heart instead.

LOVING IS NOT THE POINT RIGHT NOW.

been sacrificing my self lately. idk whye.by just looking back it helps me i guess ? hmm, maybe not. ive already moved on for now. & yesh. im happy .since my HP SPOIL ! better enough thn. aint gt ppl to cntact haish.& NIWEA, IM OFF TO MSIA TOO, SO YA, TAQDE AUTOROAMING, buat ape naq hp kan.go repair 1st, once reach thn take hp back (: but i really miss tt person much ):

boohoo..hmm..

HECK CARE my life full of ups & down tt karn be solve tt easily. RANDOM

uhh pffft.... i filled with hatred,Cant possibly see tt much right ? coz im not the person tt really wanna show off my anger or whatsoever. im very SECRETIVE ! tt ish whye ppl hate me fr tt. coz i dunt tend to let it all out..scared ill hurt thm ):

im sorry fr sape2 yg terase kay (: woops!

If being "different" is wrong..thn what esle ? maybe im diff as in, stuck in my bad life..I'd rather not be right. haish.idk ):

....TELL YOU WHAT....

15 SOULS had gone away, only memories remained.I tried to cry out to ease my grief after hearing abt EYYA SIS NEWS TOO. haish.. seriously i was so down & pissed.

idk whye .... ):

all i can do now ish Lifted my hands up to heaven, prayed God's relief....

Such bitter suffocation, I wish someone could hear how hurt am i , with life family & friends.

as you can see, im close to my mum nowadays.not my dad ):

The life I seek must be fast.The speed of life makes me laugh & cry all this while!

AWWW. SO MUCH FUN TODAY ! I MEAN YESTERDAY !

gonna miss my peeps alot. this outing supposely meant for, those who guink to msia soon.

FEE,MAIRAH,,OTANG & DORA. all baleq kampong ! (: heeex.

& yesh. meeting up other peeps too

:otang,mairah,fee,nabil,fieza o,usop,fella,riera,naufal,ilaz,elina,pupu,nico,alfred:

so yea.went out at at 245.take time as im alone -__- . took train head-ed to somerset. met pupu & elina there.

thn naufal called up to meet at ceneileisure.we pun gelek2 there.

bla bla.while waiting, we shop-ped to search for my abang bday stuff (:

went to urbanmale instead.those FLIP FLOP ARE WAYY TOO SUPERB ! haa..very EXPANSIVE LUH OUHKAY! -___- GRRR

so yea, jln2.bumped into fee & nabil.so we jln gather2.haax!

blast off, & met up with fieza & usop as they just arrived. while walking,nico called up & said"wher you guys ? mairah with you ? can i tag ?"

haaa.sure thang nico !..(:

so yea...jln to taka sat there,waited.....for the rest to arrived.

& im so freaking hungry.

went to old chang kee bought SOTONG .(: haa.while buying.FREAK BIRDS ! ish.buat kacau.very insane. ewww ! DUN GET CLOSE ! ARGGH !

& tt birg get near-ed nabil. haaa.very jinak luh tt bird.. I MEAN PIGEON ok ! haaa

shsss !

so yea, i wait-ed for nico there. haaa..arrived late siah ! pffft.

bumped into him. haaa.salaming thn saw mairah & otang all.

haa.

happy banget. so all da sampai. gelek2 to fareast.while walking a guy stopped me & fee asking for so called job modelling thingey ! haa yea. we gave our particulars thn (:

happy !. very kecoh while walking.make insane noise & laughed.ppl were looking.ohh SHAME.

HAAAA!

SO YA. da sampai fareast booked for thm sit to eat.thn mummy called go bedok. go eat thn head off to pasirris chalet (: HAAA.

sorry kay other peeps taq dpt py ngok tt SLEEQ SHOW arh i miss it.

MY LOCAL SCENE IN DA CLUB ok !

Thinking of howit could have been me.Wondering how they will react.

& abg !!! HAPPY 17 BDAY LUH OUHKAY.

heeee (: enjoy luh dier tuh 3days 2night.

HAIYA ! ):

THN felt bored.pupu,elina,boboy & i jln2, took pictures.went bowling alley.haa.

FUNN!. thn tt merry go round.arghh..tt light.very IRRITATING !

heee.

so yea, went off at 11pm. we go changi (: watch AEROPLANE.explore2..

heee.

COOLING ! (:

BLA2.

abit sick. sat inside car..sneezing.coughing + snoring. ( haaa ,fake luh snoring,taqpernah)

haaa..thn send elina & pupuOFF

reached home at 2AM (:

aye..SICK AGAIN ):

haish..

Friday, December 5, 2008

TO MY SICKENING LOVE YANG TERASE EH !

Life they say is touch and go at msia yoou see (: !. Some people yknow may only be there for a time. Some may go awy but ppl who find you special will always find ways to stay uh kayy (:

Lyfes a game, sumtimes you win, sumtimes you lose. sape heran luh kans. keep playing if you dun wanna give up (:

But no matter what your cards in life, whether club, spade, or diamond, always remember - nvr play without a heart!

Life is a one-way street yo hommie ! so yea, taqmo sia-sia kan luh...

So enjoy life every moment as none of them will happen the same way again.hmmm..

BE DAZZLING WITH THE DAZZLER HATERS !

uhh pfft, i noe, kynda crap.haaa..MY LYFE ! SO WHAT. bluek !

Thursday, December 4, 2008

ehh bro ! taqmo marah taw pussy post ! ahaa

kay shhs.

so now.

GET STARTED.

My old pal, used to go out with my family together.now no.

tell you wart. salah timing uh punat contact !

1142pm

(MSG)

F: EHH PUSSY! long time no text. mane pussy menghilang nyy ?

*puss puss*

D: ehh siak ! -__- tak hilang maner2maybe stuck kat jamban waiting fr you to msg.haa!

uh kay mrepek. i noe . so shss !

F: Mrepek luh lu sis ! Hows you pussy?.

D:Pussy all fynd luh punat.really.nape punat ? punat ?

F: i ok ok ajur. punat fynd mcm biaser.THE SUPERMAN !

hmm, want punat to call you up later ?

D:Sembarang ass !

F:ok. punat call you at 12 okie bitch?

D:son of the BITCH . uh kay sembrg luh punat !

(PHONE)

12o1am ( RECORDED )

ring ring( he called )

F: Hello my pussy baybeh!

D: -____-

F: *PUSS PUSS* where are you ?

D:uh yesh ?

F:naperh pusy diam nik ? taqnaq bbl sama punat lagy kkerh ?

D:ehh taq luh, naq naq. pussy tgh down ny ): help me punat !

F: wart isit about pussy ?

D: alaah, EHH PUNAT ! da da stop with the pussy. aiyo! irritating tawuk -__-

F: Sorry pussy...*oops* maaf.

D: klah taqper..malas naq bbl.

F:alalala...kecian dier.sowie luh.

D:uh diam.

F: kayy warts the problem ?

D: idk . stuck with something like we used to have lately uhh

yknow kans ?

F: yesh, i noe...so hmm, maybe his having roblem or somthing tt karn be solve ?

D:wth ! i noe. problem pun . adoi.tension taw punat. maybe he thinks i dun care for him ?

pussy here miss him lyke hell sial !

F: kay kay, punat paham, err maybe you should talk to him for better ?

D: punat ! his different, he talks alot seouls ! thn pussy here wad ? statue ? aint gt any chance to let it off & tell hym everything. annoying tawu taq !

grrrr !

F:chill luh pussy.

D: NO! AINT GONNA CHILL im gonna take action of it !

F:aite aite, pussy naq buat ape skg ?

D: all pussy can do now is, stay quiet.contct with the person i need most & tt myn hear my probs. yknw, danny,wawa & my besties.

F: abeh punat ?!

D: Punat jugak luh chibai !

grrrr !

F: HAHA! testing ajur sis ..chill chill strawberry (:

*muahuahua* ( insane eveil laugh )

D: uh diam uh punat

F: ehehh, meh meh...siny punat belai2.

D: awww....suk

*Hung up*

..toot toot toot..

! actually naq ckp 'suker pussy' but hp low batt darh !

sorry kay punat. HP LOW BATT . really sorry..

aiy0. & ohh, malunyer punat da bace blog pussy ? haha ! woops.

yea, iknow ull undstand me .ahaa. ! but still no mood luh punat ! grr !

kay. diam uh..pussy bored & SO what SIAL!

haha. tanx fr reading ehh punat ! haha.

* PSST GUYS *..DUN TYNK WE'RE DIRTY THINKERS ! HAA. WE'RE LYKE THIS. MULUT TAQDE JAGE !

HAA. USED TO IT. SORRY LAU ADER BUAT KRG RASE LAEN MCM OI !

HIS MY OLD PAL (:

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

....congrats finally you found someone whom ull be wit her for the rest of your life wish you happiness...... try to love her wit all ur heart.....take good care of her.....as will as your self.........don't forget to ask the guidance of our Heavenly Father...........i know the treatment we have before won't be the same coz u're not a soltero anymore,just remember that i will be your friend no matter what......best wishes......
I always think of you, but I always fail to know the reason why. Is there something else I should know about you? But there is one thing that I know is true. That life will always be sad without you.
ahaa. when i post it out on my MSN abt DEFINE LOVE
many quest,anws,speech & advice all out.
How weird luh you guys ! tanx anyway aye (: winks*
now let me define love .. hmm. to me
Attention,is an ideal thing,is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays & ohh ya, to love is a suffer thang too !
SHIT !

There are 12 months a year...30 days a month...7 days a week...24 hours a day...60 minutes an hour...but only one like u in a lyftym.There r two reasons y I wake up in the morning: my hp msg tone& you.Love can be expressed in many ways. One way I noe is to send it across d distance to d person who is reading tis.
Wat is love? Those who dont like it call it responsibility. Those who play with it call it a game. Those who dont hav it call it a dream. Those who understand it call it destiny. And me, I call it you.
Youll noe tt i miss sumone very much when evrytime i tynk of tt person, your heart breaks into pieces and juz a quick "Hello" frm tt persn cn bring the broken pieces bck.If I had the letters "HRT", I cn add "EA" to gt a "HEART" or a "U" n get "HURT". Bt Id rather choose "U" and get "HURT" thn hav a "HEART" without "U".
Its hard to sy hello bcause it myte b gdbye. Its hard to sy Im oky bcause sumtymes Im nt. But its easy to say I miss you coz I knw tht I really do & so do my ex..
look....Love is something special, a treasure I want to find... To others, love is blind but for me, its not true...So many questions, but the answers are so few. so ya. doesnt mean looking back will be your worst nightmare.
im thinking back of the good lyfe i had with him...so yea..needing him bck maybe yes, maybe nt...coz the person doesnt want to be in love.& thats it..so thats true..
I wish I could change the time and day we were to meet. If I cud see u just one time, e wit you for a few minutes you will see that we were meant to be. I knw sometimes life isnt fair so I am willing to wait and see wht the future holds for it.
JUST BEING A GIRL TT MAKING PPL LIFE IN DISASTER.NT INVITING TO YR HEART ANYWAY..

if you happens to read this dannyean...

Do you still rmbr the song tt i gave you " used to be " & "back into you" ?

hmm....isit you i gave ? haa ! i frgt..no no..ITX YOU !

so yea..

hmm...kept thinking back of our fun moments. IDK WHYE ! weird ! geees ):

Surely you must know how difficult it is for me to pretend as though all is well when you are so far away. In all honesty, I am very depressed these days and lack my usual sense of humor.

Saturday, I saw someone who reminded me of you, &I had to look twice. Yknow, something deep down in my heart was hoping against all hope that, by some miracle, it was really you standing on the corner by looking his back. eventually its NOT YOU ! kay shhss !

Truthfully, this has been happening to me a lot lately, and each time my disappointment increases. Sometimes I wonder just how Im going to last another days,weeks, months !?

& OHH YOU REALLY FREAK ME OUT TT FRIDAY NIGHT.

msg me & TELLING ME tt youre getting ENGAGE !

WTH !

im totally a jerk yknow.trusting every msg you sent.

geees ! thought it was real ! but in the end no.

oh my *blushing*

sorry luh ouhkay.but tell you what, seriusly, my heart hurts wen you said tt.

ohh my, my mynd was out no where.supposely to concentrate on the performance thingey. BUT NO ! KAY SHSSS.

.....hmm.....

when will I see you again?

& OHH YA...haa.

just so yknow, whenver THE ACADEMY IS...video playing on tv.i kept thinking of you, as the singer looks xactly like you ! haaa ! shsss ! look up.

the one in blue, right hand side (: haaa !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3V_WAvshAg4

The Girl Next Door

Dinaelrina Isadora
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