Thursday, December 25, 2008
To that someone (someone that i dedicate fr you this song called *INSOMNIA*If eu open my heart, guess wat eu gonna see? Itx you. friend lyke you are hard to fyynd so I kept you. I dun regret d tings I had done & the tings I didnt do. Fr sumwhere along d way I must hav done somting right coz I ended up with "liking you"Do u ever recall the day we talk? Our first hello? D day we became friends? Well, I do n I will owez rmbr. For tt very day, I knew, youll cherish me (:my heart keeps saying this over & over again :Somebody up there loves me. Somebody down here cares for me: but wait, i wonder who....You may nvr see hw much I care fr eu. Eu may nvr hear hw much I treasure u. Eu may nver feel how much I miss eu. Coz only here in my heart eu cann see them true.just so yknow, im SECRETIVE. * my EX know me well *. haaa. youll know hw SECRETIVE & QUIET i am once talked abt love. heex. but trust me, ill let it all out by msg, diary & blog (: ohh, thats so true-ME ! haaa ! gees, tell you wart, being ME , MYSELF ,itx totally hard to handle matters alone. i may give up easily & lead on with my fake smile & fake happy lyfe. if you were to noticed it lately, i done those. ppl doesnt seems to know. WHY ? bcoz, im here fr them & make thm happy always. just keeping away my sad fonds fr awhile.Sometymes, I 4get to say "hi" n "hello" n sometymes I evn miss to rply, but it doesnt mean ur 4gotten.TO HIM(THE GUY TT DOESNT APPRECIATE)
Some ppl dun get any respect at all bcause dey are askin fr the respect dey dserve. wart kynd of guy are you? & TT PHRASE IS FR YOU....Itx better to lose ur pride wit someone you love, rather than lose that someone wit ur useless pride! ohh yes.
USELESS !
Itx totally amazing to see me going insane right ?
LOVE to me is touch and go.. uhhuh. coz somehow i realize too im a jerk . at least i realize how bad i am towards you, coz you done bad towards me. this is wart i deserve !
loose me, loose my pride. fr whom i am i dunt deserve to have you in my lyfe !
COZ I KNOW IM SUCKS IN RELATIONSHIP TO GUYS TT TRYNA MESS ME UP
update new songs. this song so sweet (: (kembali pulang)
& & dora need any heart shape necklace coz recently i broke one of it coz im down. without it im ntg ! . im craving fr the silver one. hee ! sape2 bleh bely kan ? shssss !
(money in bank & left 100 bucks in my wallet fr countdown so i need to save up) shit! craving fr one ! )):