Monday, January 26, 2009

i karn get myself into sleeeeeeep. ): ohh myy. i kept thinking about the incident at ECP. with her ,sitting close. wth ! whatever thn. shut everything. lets move on with lyfe.
Wanting to share myy thoughts and feelings with someone who willing to listen. but who will it be ? gees. having a hardtyme. i mean. im having my worst year ever. okeh. so not 'YEAR'
lyke a month coming to end ..gees. everything change fr good. to mie. everything change to be bad. who am i to the world ? dammit ! i regret of wart happened all this while. but but, i kept duink it over & over again. how i wish sumone wud be there & control my lyfe a lil bit just to be better ..
about the past....
I dunch wannna to hurt you.But Ive oready made it to you.To all d pain tt I gave you.I dserve a chastisement coming frm you. but yea. looking back itx not wart i want. can we start a new ? heeeeh ! kay shhsss !
I used to tynk that dreams do not come true, but this quickly changed the moment I i text you up (:
Evrythang felt so natural, & u were very easy to talk to. Itx hard fr me to identify wat itx abt you tht attracts me so. I suppose it might b d combination of yr great senseof humor..hahah..yr charmin personality &yr gd-looks. Watever it is, I can sense its presence. You cud call it chemistryor better yet...........hmm.
will think about it fr later.
OTAK-LESS .heeeeh !