Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Im starting ti miss you more and more.itx not tt I am mad at you because of not texting mie up or wart., itx just that wen I talk to u I realize how much I love you and wen I realize hw much I love you, I realize I karn have you n that makes me love you even more. but i no longer have this love feelings in mie. and itx weird . i may be liking and loving that person so much. but sadly, i karn show the real sign of my love towards thm. selfish aint i ? or am i just too secretive. oh yesh, i do. Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.i may be choosing the negative thoughts sight perhaps. of just to move on for better lyfe . you see, itx aint easy to fall in love wen im nort ready yet. so no point of mie guink crazy or even show off to thm. i aint tt type of ger showing off . ppl may tynk, itx gd to let it out. but to mie. nah.....no use anyway...Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. they are ryte, you dont dserve me, but... tell you what... I deserve you.Movin on is simple, itx wat u leave bhynd that makes it so difficult.I just realized, itx so lonely bein free and bored without someone . Sumdy nvr really comes, does it? how ? hmmm....(wondering)and daddy was happy . i went home real fast once ends school. im not feeling quite well at the moment, slept during maths lesson, i karn take it the pain in my head. damn ! and yesh. at last daddy surprised mie with love chocolate cupcakes wich im craving for it since last 3 weeks ! and he bought mie new blue short dress . how shuweet. and tell you what, itx been long tyme ddnt met up with daddy, both were at home. just that JARANG nmpk. coz the whole weeks,days went home late and off to school early without salam my daddy. haish. im sorry if im too busy with stuff till i ddnt get to meet you up and had dinner over at fig and olive yesterday nyte ):