Friday, April 24, 2009

I am really looking forward to it.And then, when I told my mom that ill be guink out this whole week and her her primary concerns were:
1) Somehow ill be coming home late
2) Guink back home with girls stuff (:
This is the part where she doesnt understand the need for girls to bond, do girly stuff at outside, and just sit around to giggle with friends(:
Mummy always give advices whenever i wanna go out.
LYKE-SO-NOT-THE-PERLU..Cause she kept repeating . ahaa, shsss ! nvm, Mum wants wart best fr her daughter. so yea, no comment about it, itx gd tt my parents ddnt give mie any curfew nomore. aslong as i know how to take care of my self and be back home b4 5am. ahaa. mummy just wanna see mie HOME sleeping the next morning. isnt it great, aww love my parents. they understand mie day by day !awesome !BUT YEA, WUDNT WANT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT. im still young though.
okey, back to the topik i had lately.
ohh well, sorry ddnt gt to update lyke AGAIN !AHAAAA, YOU KNOW MIE, kaki merayap (:
so yea, tuesday went out to gym with wardah (: step fit, true enough. i mean, yea, dngn semnagt luh kiter pyy. haha.. slacked at my fren hse over at bb till 630pm, thn off to town. we 'TAWAF' the whole town ! ahaa, so yea, felt tired slacked over at cathay frm 10 till 1130pm. gosh, bored bored tawuk. ! very kecohrable ! making mlm making bnyk org. and we make frens . coolness !
reached home, bathed and went out to mac have our supper till 4. reached home sleep, off to sch.
Thurs plan was corrupted. fitri, husaini and geng wanted to go play badminton over at jrg west stadium at 530, but plan corrupt ! gosh, thn im bored, off to bb, slacked over at my fren hse AGAIN. SO YEA , from 4 to 8. reached home bath and out again met up frens over at corporation road, played bowling there. ahaa, itx only us 7 there making so much noise ! haha. we end at 2am . no transport, we walked home. tralalala, reached home at 43oam, and poof ! off to sleep. TIRED SGT SGT ! haa, and today. no plan. thut of guink to watch movie *jgn tegor* will beep my frens, who wanna watch with mie !!?? ahaa.
RANDOM -__-
Monday, April 20, 2009

ive been questioning this to myself. idk whye, weird yea.
ahaa, alot of opinions and definition guink on all around my mynd !
The reason why i need to knw myself very well b4 lookin fr love is bcause (all i need is to evaluate my compatibility with the other person) true enough ? haha.
However, itx not a matter of findin a couple exactly like miie, since i will nt fynd him.
Wat i shud look for are tastes? hobbies?characters? personalities? dreams ? attitude that do not collide. ? The ideal wud be tt two complement each othr in harmony& tt each one walks along his own path without losin syte of the other. ahaa, i may bee missing him much fr the last scene. wart i meant was ... urm, okie, idk how to explain. speechless ! doink doink !
yknow whye i keep talkin abt love ? ahaa, simple, bcause i wana be in love but too scared over it, i may say it very easily, but seriusly , i dunt dare to make it all come true. ): how sad.
geees ! 8months of single lyfe which really breaks my record indeed ! ohh nvm, ive been enjoyin my single lyfe and enjoy every steps and moved ive lead through. great enough ! aint a need of controlization yea ! ahaa, diff luh if im att, the opp sex is the same as mie * KAKI MERAYAP * haha... itu dora LOIKE ! haha... but
Sumetymes i get so preoccupied with lyfes mundane troubles that i do not fynd the tyme to tell myy friends how much they mean to mie. this is wart i call fate ! i always loose something ive been waiting and wanting for.
shall i give them a chance instead ? shan't ?

back to last weekend
sat, went out with clans to sentosa, celeb friend berfday. slacked there frm 2 till 630. thn off to town, chilled with other friends (:
Sun, went out with family to causeway point. went to nokia centre, repair fone, will be ok in 1 to 2 weeks tyme ! lamer per siol ! grr ! geram sgt2 . fr mean while im using my another new fone (: ahaa
winks*.im still reachable!(:
Friday, April 17, 2009


Thursday, April 16, 2009

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what i've been through.But, I cant bcause I know you wont come after me, and I guess tts what hurts the most. & im wishing upon you to msg mie, but nah... you seems busy all this while, ive been lonely... & i really need yr text just to accompany mie through the nyte. ): geeees ! Due to familys pressure, ive becomin lyke this
but at least...somehow, i went out to studies too. & yesh, after studies, i slack alone just to released all my stress away. thats the only way i can do. mum questioned me where ive been , i ignore. but everything seems ok. at least they cared. but i need it more than that. ive been guink through this hard lyfe/time fr quite a long period. i no longer can stand this pain ): somehow i need someone badly just to control my life just a lil bit. ( JUST A LIL )
well,During the stay in over at my fren hse, besides silence cry,.....itx still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everythAng seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the FONE does not appeared as i wanting it so much fr him to msg mie up, i& i dunt have the guts to msg guys first. im nt tt type of girl does that. as you knew, guys will get irritated, everytime girls questioning.. *She does not wish to let the guy know*. & not wanting to be a burden to him. so i kept myself quiet ):
there goes the real me ........

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

*there goes my looooooud sneeze* damn, i was sick. but still in mood. ahaa, hyper mie ! yknow whye, im tryin to cheer my friends up, if im in my bad sick mood, everyone will go haywire over mie. YAK DUSH ! ahaaaa .. damn, i cant stop sneezing you see, my nose ! ouch ! IN PAIN, ALL RED ! ):
sadly, i was sitting in the class, one corner wheres a diesease ppl meant to be placed. ahaha. NO , ITX MIE WHO ANYHOW CAME OUT WITH THAT WERD *DIESEASE CORNER* haha . cause i dunt wann my frens to get sick. that is whye i placed myself over at the corner. One should not stand at the foot of a sick person's place, because that place is reserved for the guardian angel lyke MIE ! hahaa, eventually, syed and hakim gt my diesease. im sorry ! haha. who asked you to get closed with mie ! haha. & looked,mamat taq dpt pun, weird. he sat with mie fr more thn 3 periods. !gosh.
& guys in my class. alermak! i cant stand with them, trying to get close to mie * somehow just to ....* ohh well, aint a need to mentioned it. haha. funny luh. get irritated day by day.idk whye, seems lyke *OH-NO* everytyme they quarreled over each other just to sit BESIDE MIE ! damn, you guys are childish. haha. abeh abeh, taq dpt ddk ngn dora, marah, trus merajok ! ALALALA.... cute nyer *malas aku naq layan* ahah. shssss!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Sat went out with otang, somehow celeb her advanced bday with her, last min planned (:

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I am sick and tired of being sick and tired lately. HAHA . I really am tired a lil bit of makin comebacks. yesterday, coudnt get myself to sleep. unable to shut my eyes close. i kept thinking of ppl who are leaving me. shit ! so not mie - was it call insomnia ? Trauma ? phobia ? ahaa. whatever it is..
tell you wart, i was getting ready to sleep after texting up with my besties, pary which was at 2am i guessed. so yea, couldnt sleep . called up zyzy( my mac fren) ahaa, LABEL
so yea, called her up.cam over to her house and watch some movies. our house not dart far. 3 blocks away from my house. so yea. watched fast and furious 4. ahaa, LAME ONE ! after all, we decided to have our breakfast over at Macdonald since time strikes 445am . so yea, went down and had our big breakfast till 6am . reached home mummy was lyke
get ready for school . reached school as usual. ntg much happened. bored striked ! CPA, fall asleep (too tired) maths . concentrate on duink sudoku + duink whart teacher have note it down. so yea. done everything . and was late leaving class, supposely ends at 14opm. thn finishes at 150. 10mins late as ive nt yet complete the maths Q. so yea. at 2pm, had make up lesson for BUSINESS students. supposely finish at 315pm, but end up 345 . too frust over coursework. doing it all by myself aint easy yknow !
after all done, went to jrg point had my so called lunched over at KFC. reached home (zzZzZzzZ)
& NOW, im awake (:



Monday, April 6, 2009

What's the last thing that felt good??
Msg SOMEONE and i start of by calling him 'love' (: ahah
How would you feel if your last ex fell in love with someone else ?
jealous (: heh. shss ! nah......
Who did you last hug?
urm urm, my mummy (:
If you could move somewhere else would you?
uhhuh , yesh. to be close with someone i love (:
Are you in a good mood right now?
nah uhs. not so ):
Who was the last person you spoke on the phone with for over an hour ?
talked with wawan last week i guessed..
Do you need to say anything to someone?
ohh i miss you soooooo ^_^
What made you sad today?
tummy ache . fed up with abg . asked to cook cook cook ! grrrrr ! ehh not sad ( but angry )
Do you take compliments well?
yesh yesh, i appreciate it as well (:
Has a boy/girl ever called you babe or baby?
ohh yesh (: ahaa, shuweet yknow ! heh !
Will you be in a relationship in four months?
urm urm, future will tell . ;/
Do you like to make the first move?
no no, as you knew, im secretive ! ahaa. dunt wish to tell anyone if i had a ehem ehem *
Do you like to take walks?
ohh yesh, will spend more tyme together (: ahaaa !
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
mistake ? hope so NOT. *finger cross*
Do you have anything that belongs to a boyfriend/girlfriend?
ohh yesh.... ex boyfriends. letters, photos,jackets,shawl, stuffs.......):
Are you trying to avoid liking someone?
urm urm...idk. ..-__-
Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
ohh yesh yesh ! ahaa. & i was in tears too... haha (:
Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
nah... mummy know where & who im hanging out with. (:
Have you held hands with anyone in the past week?
ahaks. past weeks ? my girlfriends....(: heh !
Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
uhhuh... SUDDEN ONE !
Did you go out or stay in last night?
uhhuh. met up with friends awhile at night.
Do you have any piercings or tattoos?
uhhuh, piercings... upper lips, nose, ears, knee, palm (:
Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
best friends. (:
What's the last thing that felt good??
called him love to that special someone (:
Where is the person you miss most?
i guess his at home (:
Whats your current problem?
friends..........aint a need to mention it out.
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your prese​nce?
urm urm, alfred ! haa. he smoke smoke smoke jek !
What sport do you enjoy watching?
ehh ehh, Big fan of beach volleyball ! (:
Do you find tattoos attractive?
oh yesh ! i love the design (ONLY)
What were you doing at midnight last night?
text text samer pary & mr nice guy (:
Do you fight with your parents often?
not really
How many texts are in your inbox?
286
Are you excited for anything?
hehe. yesh yesh ! ader luh. taq perlu tawu. wait fr my upcoming post !****
What's the greatest thing that happened today?
urm, cook together with abang . teached him how to cook rendang and ayam masak merah ! haha. fun fun !
done cooking btw
(sambil2 update blog) (random)
Would you like to fall in love in the next few months?
somehow lyke yea... will see. future will tells (: (again) heee !


Sunday, April 5, 2009




i was all alone at first.. totally bored ! damn shiat ....soo, i went to woodlands and met fieza o & xuiling there. went over to fieza's fren cribs. at oreo cake and plus drinking vodka. they played sensor kynda game . ahaa, kiyut yknow !.
after awhile. we thought of guink to ECP. but nah...wanna go alone instead
but... but.. hmm. dk ehhs. dhen trun town jek. lyke TRALALA...bored ehhs !
dhen. walk walk walk. bumb to ayeen. camwhore awhile (ching ching) soon to be uploAd ! haaa
walk walk again..ameq adeline at mac. since thn, felt hungry, ta poa food frm there...jalan againnnn....terserempak with my EX ! uhh damn.( aidil )...&was lyke,ddnt expect him to text mie thn came over and meet !. so we did. veryyyyyy sway. dtg jek trus kena screen ! uhh pffft !
and yea...made frens with tt police officer. haha.talked about the hand sign thingey thang. cause i used hand sign on xuiling . yknow .... urm...so yea. talked about those stuff..
after screening fr lyke almost 30mins we walked off to steps. sat there instead. (da ade kwn mahx) gt teman. haaa ! if not ill be alone all the time. nmpk chok popeye with khamis also.
& yarh. freak thang happened. a group of guys keep disturbing us lyke non stopped ! get sooo irritated yknow. uhh pffft !. tt guy* talked to mie and i was lyke. ohh excuse mie, YOU SMELL !(whispering,look away) he was drunk ! and grr. wen he get neared, i move away, and did it over and over again! shit fuck. YOU SMELL TAWUK ! . eeeee! stub ! thn went down to four stick. sat there jek.
okey. overall was fun . totally. from alone to many peeps.
all tanx to fieza, adeline, xuiling(my dearest sch mate fren),shura.aidil & mates. fieza o and mates, baby & mates


Wednesday, April 1, 2009