Thursday, April 16, 2009

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what i've been through.But, I cant bcause I know you wont come after me, and I guess tts what hurts the most. & im wishing upon you to msg mie, but nah... you seems busy all this while, ive been lonely... & i really need yr text just to accompany mie through the nyte. ): geeees ! Due to familys pressure, ive becomin lyke this

ohh let mie list some

*ive been guink out often.*

*going back home late.*

*guink to underage parties.*

but at least...somehow, i went out to studies too. & yesh, after studies, i slack alone just to released all my stress away. thats the only way i can do. mum questioned me where ive been , i ignore. but everything seems ok. at least they cared. but i need it more than that. ive been guink through this hard lyfe/time fr quite a long period. i no longer can stand this pain ): somehow i need someone badly just to control my life just a lil bit. ( JUST A LIL )
well,During the stay in over at my fren hse, besides silence cry,.....itx still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everythAng seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the FONE does not appeared as i wanting it so much fr him to msg mie up, i& i dunt have the guts to msg guys first. im nt tt type of girl does that. as you knew, guys will get irritated, everytime girls questioning.. *She does not wish to let the guy know*. & not wanting to be a burden to him. so i kept myself quiet ):
there goes the real me ........

& the crush i had over him are increasing due to seldom msging ):

*sniff,sniff* T.T

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Dinaelrina Isadora
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