2nd day, i ditched ! i went to sch abit late as gt test & FRIENDS force mie too ): & tell you what , I wanted no more days without my mother placed in the center of every hour. I wanted her voice, the scent of the perfume she dabbed on her wrist each morning when i was getting ready to go to school. i missed her so much till i ran away frm *that* house as that person keep giving way too good advive which realy breaks mie down ):
dammit . at night . back to *that* house again. stayed there.
3rd day, we woke up real late as we slept at 5am till 4pm . after all, we get ready and we went to town. and the following days goes too (Thursday and friday)and finally i gt to meet up with my xiuling darla and peeps, went over to sentosa and off to town and off to harbourfront (met up barney there).ohh i miss him sooo ! ahaa, shssss...at last ! alright..-___-and when i gt to meet him up, sadly everythang was JINX to mie ! ): really . im not lying.damn ! how i wish i would die there instead. really ! haish. it just wasnt my dayy ):
dammit ! i was totally pissed off over getting a cab and starts train heavily and even my tummy ! dammit. cant say it, totally in pain .& reached home at 330am i guessed. ahaa ! so yea..as barney forced mie too. but felt so left out. i went out first train to my fren house...& thats my week. enjoying every moment . this is wart i called faith & freedom. they dunt care for mie, so do mie ! so yea ! ((:
sorry ehh .....
& NOW, EVERTHANG WAS BACK TO NORMAL. BUT SADLY. I DDNT TALKED MUCH TO THEM ESPECIALLY MY DADDY ):
& mummy, im trying my best. i i cant. sorry. please dunt force mie.