Thursday, May 7, 2009
Bad Morning ! Sneezing , bad cough . Ouch ! sick again ): I had to wake up early in the morning to help my mum out with somethig. adoi ! she disturb my sleeping beauty. oh shut up ! haaa, and so decided to text someone to know the real thang happening. so yea, hurt,fright,sad,pissed are all in us. nvm, i just wanna put that aside. i have to be strong and guess what, im like not ready to sit in this freaking shit big examination yet. dammit !really, no hope siah. and all problems occured in thw wrong year ! ohh nvm, i still have my tuition to depend on. nvm, will strive for the best in anyways, ill ignore the bad and think of the good side. ohhh hell no. !And I scarce know which part may greater be,-_- What I keep of you, or you rob from me ? well, idk about you ppl think. i just wanna go for good and leave that school early.I wonder if they bore it long, Or did it jus begin? I cud not tell the date of mine, It feels so old a pain throughout my life. haish. what to do luh kans. sickening life perhaps. I wonder if it hurts to live?Or would i go on aching still ?The grieved are many, I am told that by above and be strong all the time . The reason deeper lies beneath miie. i no longer can stand the pain, so might as well i should live life the fullest ! (:&
tell you what i should salute and bow
&
accept the end of your nice way of attitude towards me.
i may not be the bestest friend but all i done was all in
big GD DEED !