Monday, May 4, 2009
I'M BACK GUYS ! ahaa, back for updating. gosh ! i so missed these much !all thankx to my friends that have been helping me all this while. ohh, im glad to have them by my side (: *sniff sniff* *tears fall*ohh gosh, i am bored with my own lyfe ! somehow ill throw myself up with some work that i believe in all my heart, live for it, die with it and ill fynd my happiness that i had thought could never be yours. ahaa! i just gotta do my own stuffs and do in my own ways. i have to really focus with my upcoming life . which is my N LEVEL dammit ! how i wish we dunt have such things lyke these . ohh well, Life is full of choices, if you have the guts to go for it thn ill choose that fr my upcoming future. i wunt tell you what i have im mynd. soon ull find out. ehh wait, i need love ! god dammit ! wart i menat was, i need love from frens and family much ! idk whye ): im lack of it i guess, and I think itx nice when people fynd love, bcause I feel lyke everyone dserves it. and DO YKNOW WHAT ! kayy this is lame / I threw love at the wall and it bounced back and slapped me in the face . cause somehow my mum siad, nomatter how hard we fynd for it but theres always someone that will love us. ahaa. great isnt it (:and to me I never loved another person the way I loved myself most and Saving love doesnt bring any interest in me yet as in relationships. and 3 frens of myne keep asking whye you keep rejecting that person, these person all person that i love most . and i told them *simple* i just need my own life and enjoy every teenage moment before gt under control. but for now, my frens having their great lyfe with whom they love with. ohh well, nvm. i just need to be strong . i dunt need all those yet (: ohh THATS MIE ! (:& ohh, ill update about wad ive done lately *THE M.I.A* ahaaa