Thursday, May 28, 2009
Woke up early in the morning lyke again ! was awake by my mummy ! haiyaaa whye you have to wake me up early in the morning . haaa !Tralalala .... I shall gather myself into my self again, I shall take my scattered selves and make them one. just a lil bit more to go. oh yesh and i can do it. no heartbroken allowed. dammit ! i need happiness in my lyfe. not sad. geees ! as i told you. theres no longer a word called love in my dictionary YET !. so please. dunt you ever force me. im not regretting everything youve said. i know what im doing and the things ive done are precious and i dunt waste any time with it .im just here Watching the future come and the present go. yes. im different from other gerls whom you knew. It is almost as hard for friends to meet . idk whye.Can't you see .. how I miss you? Every day my heart goes out into the world searching for you I mean the real you & not the descriptions I have of you in my head.I sense the light of love in ur eyes & disappear into anythin you happen to be lookin at.Hell is where we come apart so do fighting. as you knew, i dunt need all those. im just here being your normal friend and not more than that. I just keep you in mind I may only be as clear as you make me but no matter how hard you look I cant be a mirror if you don't see yourself. & too my friends(classmate). i miss you soooo ! ):
School hollies start and for sure all will do their own things . ohh hell nooo T.T
till we meet up again fr class outing and so do over at my bday party (:
TAKE CARE AND HAVE FUN OVER THE HOLIDAYS GUYS ! (: