Monday, June 29, 2009
I wish I could change the tyyme and day we were to meet. If I could see you jush one tyyme, be wit you fr a few minutes u wil see tht we were meant to be. I knw sumtymes lyfe isnt fair so I am willing to wait and see what the future holds for us. But im so unsure/sure we couldnt/wouldnt (?) manage to carry on. well, i hope so not. lyfe totally unfair to me. theres always ups and down going around me. i hate it much ! =(
When love is greatest, words are fewest. thats my weakness, as in i showed love but ddnt tend to let it out fr them to know ): and im weak to face the love paradise i had nowadays. BIG TOOT TO ME ! uhh pffft ! But nomatter what, I'm so glad that we found each other.
and to that irritating guyfriend... NAME RAIMI *i will shame you cause you shame me!*
Though itx been a long time since your face interrupted the light in my door-frame, and the last tremblings of ur voice have drained from my telephone wire, from the lists of the likely, your name is not missing. Really ! i swear i dunt need you around cause youre not the one for me ! i was just about to talked about happy moments over someone i love most and tt person love me most and suddenly you gt my attention by grabing my hands over at public ! *what a shame* who are you to me now ! bullshit ! i was not surprised too wen you went out with yr new gf but seriusly you make mie so pissed off wen you grab me and screamed for no reason ! You might be covered by eyelids closed over your whole being, or reach with desperation for something alive to hold onto. but not me. just move on. im trying to move on as you can see.
but nothing worth and try my best too........
i will never make the same mistake again. i will sacrifice anything and be with tt person all the tyme wen he needs me. thanks fr the past few weeks of our enjoying moments. we just knew but it was just a bloom , lyke a flower (:
& just now went to clinic at arnd 430. was in the rushed. felt too sick. haish ): thn immedietly kena sent off to hospital. ish, pey luh leceh ):my sickness getting worst ):
grrrrr ! i hate my fever, flu & bad cough/sore throat