Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Ohh gosh, i loss again. well you see, i cant talked about love much. if tt happens ,surely we will get seperated forever ): .. i had a sad loss just yesterday night ): It is better to get seperated with an abusive partner than to continue living with the torture. i just cant stand the way he is right now. he change. okeh, my fault . i know. blame it on me thn ...im nothing good for you. as i told you, i cant be perfect and i realize it too wen you said that 3 words i seems to ignore bt to tell you the truth, i still reply in my heart and cuddle you tighly with laughter..... and im really a sensitive and a shy girl that who doesnt like to express wen we're not together yet.....haish how i wish you know how i felt right now. my heart , torn into pieces .real badly ): When im deeply in love, heartbreak can be traumatic. thats it. thats wart im scared off ): i just need someone who cares me alot and so do understand me. if my ex can , whye not you, and if my friends can whye not you !.......
i must accept the fact that life have goes on and so must you.The most important thing is to get in touch with reality. thats what i need ....i just need to avoid places and people that bring up nostalgic memories lyke you. youre making me remember all the past. okeh, im not blaming you for it. but seriusly im in to you so much that is why always cry for you all night wen you called me up . how could you ): haish..... you just dunt understand me....
My feeling is that there is nothing in life but refraining from hurting others, and comforting those who are sad. so for this last. i wanna say sorry to you. i wont disturb you anymore ): haish. thats what you wished for all this while right ? okeh. i just wanna se you happy. thats all
...............OHH LETS MOVE ON ................
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..................but i just cant .................
not in school for two days already. haish.... and still counting till the doc say i can go to school