Friday, July 10, 2009
i dunt dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. the things i wanna do now is much more important. without thingking about it now, ther would be no future for me to live on.. true enough ? i just need to Learn from yesterday, live fr today, hope fr tomorrow. gosh i just need to change for better.. lately i had horrible and the miserable moments of lyfe which was i enjoyed too much till i ddnt noticed tt i was caught into something really harms my future ! nahh ! and ohh, yknow lately i had this sickness which really cant cure me. idk. the doctor said im having those varial infection which really can get my vains tight and lead to vomiting blood ..oh god. hope tts not happening again ): ive been keeping it quiet all this while. since my frens wanna know badly whye ive been quiet all this while itx all because of this . im just too scared. and for now, i really need to take good care of my health ! and simply i wanna be happy whenvr i meet up with frens. i aint wanna them to get moody seeing me and after all at the back side of me they enjoying their lyfe lyke ntg happens to their own frens ): .... nvm, once again. frens are much more important thn me myself . seeing thm happy really makes me happy too (:
& geees , Life is just one damned thing after another. everything happens for a reasons...