Sunday, August 30, 2009

To see people tt i lyke, feeling happy.I really do. If I cant have them I still hope their happy somewhere sometime. Even if im not happy. I should be evil. hahaha. But like all these things are so true. I cherish lots of things that we all went through as friends. but the most sad thing wa i ddnt get to *teman*otang to the show tt shes been waiting for. and yes i was sad too, ddnt get to watch so does otang, was crying and felt so pissed off. i know ): gosh. but but, overall was awesome. before that mairah and i went to far east to have our *buke* thn off to ion and cineleisure. at around 830. we took bus and off to marina met up with fareena,otang,mel and co.... so yea. thn we headed off to baybeats and after tt sat over at raffles city with otang,fareena,issky & geng ,chill till 1am and took NR home. gosh so tired. on saturday,went out with zee,abg angkt and fareena went off to lavender,beach road to have our *buke* there and off to cityhall. pffft. fucking pissed off as well, grrr. waited for that issky so long from 9 to 1030. damn bored. after waiting fr soooooooooo loooooooooong i decided to go geylang. ahhh. next tyme taqya meet lagy. pffft. *buat org binget di dlm oiii* haaa. geylang bnyk org. arrgh !. panas panas !
sorry update cikit jek, in a rush to go out. mummy said today kena buka at ibu house. ahhh, cannot wait. ramai2 buka. mummy side hehe... yeah !. and even my mummy cant wait. ibu! here we come ! hehe
toodles. update soon
Wednesday, August 26, 2009

sorry for not updating LYKE AGAIN ! HAHA. very busy . study. lepak till 1am & maximum 3am. haha ... with my lovely zee (classmate besties) which kidd say(my friend) i and zee look like siblings. giggles*OMG OMG OMG ! I think i fall in love with nabil. haha. it was just an admiring kinda thing which all girls have too .. haha .just a small crush indeed. ohh no! plish, i cant fall in love. i already promise myself to be single for 3 years . and now im left with 2 years 3mths. see...dora do counts till the day i can be attach. saty single first. enjoy lyfe ! . haha ! & yea, while i was chilling with zee at pioneer mall, and he came past by mie with his cute COLGATE SMILE* hahah. and then he and his friends sat few metres away. and he was facing mie, so yea, everytime he looked , he smile.and i was like *awww,smile* haha gatal siah dora. kayy shss.and after that. 12 am strike. i stood up, he looked at mie, and all i can do was to smile back with my flirty kinda laugh.*ohh gosh* so, we proceed to the rock bench. just infront of PM. haaa. i and zee was talking about it. sang songs and stuff. thn we went off at around 1am . haaa. poooof ! he was there stood infront of mie and asked for num. with not much talks. i just gave him. awww. superb.. haha !. thn we went our seperate ways. in few mins tyme, he text mie and said
*hi dora,im the guy who approch you. btw, you look great & whats your name dear*
OMG ! . it was the first text and he start calling mie dear. WAHDU ! hahahah.. cute kans ^_^
the next day, went out with him go for a ride. haaaa. we went all over kranji,admiralty thn off to woodlands. haaa. omg. pain in my ass . lamer sangat ddk kat vespa dier tuu. haha. & ohh, his vespa looks superb. all black and silver. gosh ! & uhh, after tt long ride we sat over at civic (just opp causeway point) went for a drink and he sent mie off. aww, thats so sweet .... and today maybe went to watch orphan with him. but, i really pity him alot. shouldnt went out with him dart day. coz i was sick and ddnt told about it to him *coz nak jumper pey pasal* haha. thn skg, his down with fever as well. ): awww.. get well soon nabil .....
hmm.. till here . haha. will update soon.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Happiness is free ... (: i do not want to know everything about lyfe. some are good some are bad . so either ways. .. i just need the things to be happy (:
heres for you my dearest friends
i dont forgive people becauce im weak. i forgive them because im strong enough to face reality & i understand that everyone makes mistake. but once you step over my head and making mie pissed off you. youll never gonna get the forgiveness. bacause all this while ive been really patience. i dunt regret things wen the person itself talked bad about another party. definitely so not in mie dictionary..i knwo uve been you yourself. good tt ure acted tt way. be yourself. but rmbr frends dunt hurt other frends feeling for goodness sake ! . nvm . typical people lyke whom you are disguise mie alot. how shameful it was wen everything reveal and at last friends back. i dunt mynd really, but ure making mie shame and ure making a shame of yourself too. true friends really take it too hard wen truefriends them self talked bad. truefresnd think really hard whether to accept the fact or not. truefirnds clear people mynd easily so as to make the day , future perfect. but seems all wrong, ive just watse my sec,min,hour on em . trust mie, im not as what you think off. if ya think i talked bad or whatsoever, think twice. i make things best for you, just tt you guys take it for granted. i really dunt accept the way you are acting different ways infront of diff people. this is what i call typical ppl with non-sensecicals thought . haha. taq paham, kau pey pasal (: im here not to *ungkit* the storeys again. but my inner feeling felt really hurt, i just need to let em go and let you guys know before it last . i wunt regret every single thing but soon ull regret if ya did say or not. and look, *ungkit* again about what uve talked before this incident happen. are you hurt ? not satisfied ? think twice ? hmmm.....i just dunt get it....... nvm. my lyfe. your lyfe. aint wanna talked much either (:
all i need is you to think twice and mie to think twice whether to accept*
if you really can see it, good. ure someone uve change to a better person and realize the true feelings, heart of your goddess damn bestfriends uve ever imagine.... (:

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Tryin to forget someone i love is like tryin to remember someone i never met. gossh ! tidak mengapa.
well, basically. ive been enjoying every single lyfe, happy moments nomatter how hard my lyfe could be i would still strive for the best. because im the girl who loves seeing my frends happy. and to whom that doesnt appreciate . seriusly, all this while ive been wasting my tyme on you. I can give, I can recieve, i also do can forgive but I can not take it any longer with the fake attitude you put mie through. okeh. im glad enough too, cause i somehow not close with you. ohhh nasib nasib. childish thinkers are not in mie okeh. seriusly. think before you say alright. that is whye till now, ive been quiet all the tyme. hearing about you doing the exams lyke in a rush really make mie felt pity on you. but after hearing all the bad stuff, haaa. i guess. it deserve you alot. helping ppl, but youre not helping yrself. . aint my problem anyway. i wunt talked much either giving face to people. say whetever you wanna say. because, i know ull be happy talking about it as you knew. im happy seeing my frends happy. ohh yesh, gossip is a part of girls daily routine .. true !!?? haaa. yea.. but ive been acting normal and no hard feelings towards anyone. even i dunt ahve the tyme to talked about sumting so childish and gossip as if something big problems hapening and as you can see, im actaually tired to entertain such ppl, ye lah aku kan sape. dtg school. firt thang first was. grab a chair. chit chat with someone shes close with and take us as if we're invisible.but nomatter wad i try my best to cheer up you ppl days..but the funny part was, she shared prob with someone shes doesnt knwo well, and ya know what, to you who told the story. i dunt trust your talk either. i take it as if it was a joke. really. cause, aku taqder mase naq pikir pasal nii budak2 kecik pey perbualan.A true friend walks in and wen someone involve the whole talks walks out ruin-ly & disaster !
thanx (:





well, basically on 9 august itself. ddint thut of guink out you see. cause i lost my ezlink card. tts whye. so yea. since my cousin over at my house, he lent mie his card instead. yeah. dpt keluar. zee came over to my hse and off to lakeside fetched otang. and every train passed fulled of banglas !!! hahah. okeh those DMK'S dammit ! mcm2 bau ada. hahaa !
thn reached cthall met up with fareena and her fren. the 2 bbygirl (: as usual. kecoh started. haa. and funny part was wen we're heading to marina square naq mamam. while walking we stucked in a jam. haaa. kay seriusly all those smell make mie tummy full ! haha lol. naq muntah pun ade. sorry to say luh. but tru enough. pffft ! so yea. after mamam kat burger king proceed outside mac, sumwhere near the grass patch. & urm urm, yeah! took pictures. quite clear too. first we planned to go to esplanade. but thn takot taq sempat naq jalan sane. so we stayed. we camwhoe and stuff. blah blah. after all. we chilled over at marina till 930 thn off to town. okeh okeh. first tyme cineileisure sunyi giler !hahha. lol. so we felt bored. back to marina and those two bbygilrs naq meet their fren. haa. thn at 1145 they splited with us. so i and zee stayed. bored. text with maman at around 1 plus went down to clarke quay took taxi. he paid. so okehluh. thn walked to boat quay and stopped over at baracuda pub. haa. they drink and play poker cards while i and zee were lyke -__- hahah lol... lagu boleh tahan rabak jugak luh. after that. off to woodlands, ikot maman alek rumah dier. and the three of us sleep tightly till 6am. thn from woodlands mrt took cab and home sweet home . haa. woo. tiring day, and yea. zee slept over at my hse till 11 plus i guess. haaa. cool thang (:
so yea. thats my day on 9 august (:
kinda lame. heeeee !
Saturday, August 8, 2009

sorry for not updating my bloggy. been busy with school stuff and lotx more. so yep. heres the picture upload (: sory for keeping you waiting for it. at last. seriusly, ive been busy, once again, im sorry. been busy doing NDP mascot thingey haaa. i lyke most was on the last day. which was doing over outside hse lyke evrything started at 830pm till 630 am in the morning (the next day) see how active we were ! eventhough the *TRAIN* doesnt looked nice but still our effort,creativity,teamwork & hardworking are all in us and we are proud to do it and also proud to do as one together as this would be our last year in that school. ):well basically i cant possibly shut my eyes in school cause no matter how tired we are till not asleep till the next morning we still need the teamwork and cheer out loud for fun and for the last we celeb national day in secondary school together. ohh sure we gonna miss this event ):
after show done we had our charity bazzar over at our canteen, well still the same as last year and the year after too. haaa. but we will not ever gonna frgt the fun moments and laughter we had..

and basically yesterday(friday) went out with wawa and her brother to town. chill awhile thn splited up with them at around 915pm as im meeting syed(outside fren) over at haji lane. while waiting, saw that gundu syukri and syed(my classmate) haaaa. lol. salam2 talk awhile and off. a few mins later, syed arrived gosh syed damn late luh ouhkay ! grrrr ! so yea.. proceeded to blue jazz pub . chill drink and dance there and ohh tanx syed(outside fren) for the drink(treat). haa.drank lyke nobody business . and arggh ! tummy hot hot after drinking alot. damn it. as usual luh kans (: damn. half way took pics. my cam went low batt !!
drank alot cause of something unusual that i ddnt expect from*her*so yea, thanx for talking bad stuff lyke again. well, i ddnt start all this, someone did .wheres i dunt have any intention by talking or making fun of you guys. seriusly, itx been awhile ive gossip about you guys. but seems diff. ive been alright all the tyme because i love seeing my frens happy . that is whye ive been doing my stuff in my own ways. so yea. her pasal luh. aint forcing too. sape heran. so childish thinkers. nvm. just text her that short sentence is enough and said whatever to her. well, her lyfe and my lyfe are way too diff. so yea.... i should just shut my mouth. dier naq ckp apape , tu dier pey pasal. taq kesah cause i know i ddnt say anything bad till the day came which was yesterday everything was out and i was shocked ): nvm... again. just live with my own lyfe (:
winks*
haaa. and yesterday funny. kena lock up. mangkok ! haha. lol. drink too much lagy luh dora. haha. naseb lock up. dpt lepas pun kul 6 pagy . heeee thn today suppose to go out but thn too tired taq tido for 3 days already.. thn stayed home. esok je luh celeb NATIONAL DAY with my gfs (: thn of to club. been waiitng for that again ..
till here. nyte nyte (:
Saturday, August 1, 2009

alright. this picture taken on Thurs. basically, it was a last minute plan thingey. so decided to shop over at bugis junction thn to haji lane. so yea. first stop. search for begs and earrings over at topshop. haaa. very kecoh. boght those stuff thn we saw this cute lil PANTY ! haha. okeh shsss. ehh, very cute okeh. i adore the wonderwomen while mairah adore the*i love elmo* haha. see, cute kans. haaa. thn yea. decided not to buy tt instead. haaa. thn went off to FOX. mairah bought tights while i bought coat (: cool one ! thn off to haji lane. shopped over at SUPP ! haaa. well, seriously we adore this one shoe. OMG ! we plan to but together. as in share money. haha. in the end we were too happy over this geek spec and try it on . haha. lol. till we frgt about buying the shoe. okeh okeh... well, basically i gt paid. gaji pun darh masok but thn taq teringat pun naq go shopping just tt mairah tibe2 gt money from her real dad. thts wen we plann to go out and shopping. seriusly, it was a last min plan wen bordem strike ! hahaa

and yesterday was fun too. after studying over at west coast park with my other frens (:. i met up with my mum over at west mall to watch *jangan pandang blakang,congkak* haha. OMG . i took taxi thn my mum gave muvee tics. i was shocked , cause takkan i and my mum jek kan tngk muvee. thn reached on top. i saw my besties,my ibu,my aunty, my adeq sedare yang montel and cute2 tu semue luh. haha. kecoh yknow ! awww, and lastly. my family and so do my dad. itx been lyke 2 weeks i met up with my dad ): see. how bad dora am ): haish. i know. ive always staying up late. slept over at frens cribs and stuff. gossh ! that is why i ddnt get to see them ... so yea. was happy once again . get to gather together. and reunite again...
yea. and ohh.
i wanna watch *jangan pandang blakang congkak* again !!!!!!