Monday, September 28, 2009

Thursday . was so lyke wow ! itx been long ive shopped alone . ahaa, i was shopping lyke OMG ! no one can stop from it. kinda freak into shopping. gosh ! from mango to beshka to topshop to new look to guess to isetan. haha. bought 5 tops, 3 bottoms, 2 shoes and i ate over at pizza hut lyke alone. haha ! alright shsss. ! next day, on friday itself, i went out with eyya and her boyfriend (faz) met em over at orchard mrt and as usual they were late -_- haaa ! afterall proceed to far east as she was looking denim tops. and yea, looks nice on her. nice one ! after that we search for holga flash thingey it cost 30 bucks. cute one. haha. FLASH DIER MAUT PEEE !! hahah .. after bought stuff at far east went off to lucky plaza and cineileiure. chill there . soon, eyya and her boyfreind wanna go home. thats early okeh., and left mie at 10. heh . so yea, i decided to sit awhile. after that a group of guy came buy sat beside mie, i was lyke * wow, thats so lyke alot of em, please dunt get near mie * haha. lol. thn few of his frens was my fren, so yea, since im alone i tag with em. haha. lol. just with a few of em. thn decided to go karoake thn off to watched muvee. but canceled we proceed to skate park insread. haha. looked at my watch, and itx already strike 230am. so i decided to take NR home. my good friend was so generous sent mie to busstop and wait for the bus to come. aww, thanxyea (:

and itx been 3 days not meeting him up, gosh. busy working jaga that F1 thingey stuff ): damn. but yknow what, things ddnt go well as what i expected off. in the end, we met up yesterday late night, things goes well when we came across to meet each other. but not always when i wanted to go home. he dislike mie guink home early and asked mie to stay long with him. ohh yesh, since he wants mie to be by his side. i listen to what he said, i stayed up till 9 am just now morning. haaa. thats lyke weird, from 2am till 9am in the mrning. but in the midd of it i when back home to get changed and stuff. so he followed mie. mummy was awake at tt moment of tyme when husaini came over to my house at around 3am ... haha soon thn we're out from my hommie.we went somewhere we had a talked after tt small talked it became bigger and disaster ! gosh. end up querrel about sumting i dunt want him to know.gosh. i know my bad ! he pleaded mie for two hours. but still mie with the ego not to tell him ): gosh, i looked at his eyes, i know hes criyng deeply, but still i cant manage and let him knw everthing i want him to know. i guess im not too strong to face all this . im sorry husaini love ..... ): we've just waste our two hours of crying and pleading ealy in the morning ):please Held me on your arms And never let me go.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

alright. im back to my normal post . good one aint no singlish yea (:

hmm, well i just reached home after meeting up with my lovely zee and of coz ahmad (: but it turned out really bad . ddnt expect that to happen though ): pffft !

& yknow what i cant change and turn the time back as what im expecting off lately and before meeting you up ... God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the strength to change the things I cn n d wisdom to knw the difference. ohh my dear friend,wen r you goin to understand tt being normal is not neccessarily a virtue? It rather denotes a lack of courage . i just need u to denotes the true feelin to mie. whye u kept saying tt im att wheres im not n i tried to explain evrythin and whye cant you listen every word ive said. yesh, itx enough for mie to let yknow cause you seems not to understnd evry single thang i said !tt saddens mie much ): i hate when you said tt . really ..... ): yknow, ive lost my hp the last 5 days. who esle i wanna contact with. and itx like almost evryday i met you even when we're both tired and in the middle of the night. you think i met up with others guys ? think of tt, whye should i meet you up but not others. whye i sacrifice it for you. im tired but still i told you im not cause of the word *miss* you just dunt understnd... itx hard to explain. nvm let it all out here for better ): not letting yknow about tis will sadden mie cause i gt no one to share with even to my gf n to you. hmmm ): If some things are better left unsaid, thn myb they too are beter left undone.Love can only be what you want it to be but please not to treat mie in tt way... to say than to sorry for the last.... itx lyke many chances i gave you after all you said im att wheres im not. but this really making mie pissed of with the 3 words*new guy friend* you said. haish ): i was expecting you to come over at the back but not. so i decided to walked of and ignore you. since you gt friends around you, be with em, they ae much more undertsnding and always be there for you. im sorry for being this way. this is the true mie. it shouldnt turned out like this . but i have too ):

im sorry.... and how i wish yknow this ...

When i become the victim of a hateful heart i will trust my soul and walk away .... leaving you behind . There are some things in lyfe

that dont go the way u wan em to or the wy you tink they sud, but you cant dwell on these bcause youll miss out on othr opportunites. Dont give up one somethin jus bcause yu dont tink things will work, you wont knw unless you give it a try. But dont hold onto somthin tt left a long time ago, bcause sooner or later youll realiz some things just arent meant to be.

if you dunt trust mie, nvm let it be. im happy for you. always. im here to see you happy with your friends around but not mie tt always make you feel bad ... saddens drive mie all the tyme when we quarreled and itx enough. argh !!! ):

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

OMG ! haa. best day ever.. conveyed lyke heaven siol !. alright2.... urm, wearing all black the first day... &well, as usual, first day out with my dad side. . theres more actually. left out my all paman . paman jeff,paman ahmad , wak amit & more 10 siblings altogether. pffft ! sedih gahh ! taq riuh sangat. but we had fun wit eyya's family (: taking pics and all (: haaaa !

second day out with my mum side. in total...5 cars and 1 van (: haa.wanna ajak along my ahmad (: ehem ehem. but dier malu & penat. so yea. sad ): hmmmm...wore all pink.very kecoh. haa! actually theres more lyke again, total family my mum had > 11 sibling. 4 of them not tagging along ): arrrgh ! wasted again. if not kecoh lyke last year (: and yesh. thanx to my mum. she made our day a blast one !aww, ily !!! (: looked how happy she was . ..........and was home fr the second day at around 1am. tired -__-after tt met up with ahmad till 530 am . late i know-_-. home sweet home. and i just woke up just now. hehe. and ohhh. theres more picture to upload. wait yea (: hehe....& sorry for the *merepek* update. making it short and simple plus extreme merepek. haaa. sorry once again .... -___-

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

FUCK UP ! pfft. prelims paper damn hard. had my science and maths just now... arggh! nvm. just prelim and i hope N level paper would be the easy one. arrgh *finger cross* and study hard dora !!!! f$@k

day by day felt so freedom after my parents gave mie the chance to be me myself and gave the independent life tt ive been waiting. hmm, well, it was just a give up thingey thing which i no longer listen to em much lately. ohh nooo. nvm .
i love these moments of happiness,i always say that why these happy moments are less but i think i should ask myself whether this moments are less or are we creating this less,i think we can creaste this moments and make our life heaven i should use my each second for my happiness,even small things like watching rain could make me happy,every second of my life could be made joyful only if i conciously do it . lately was really under pressure. suffering from difficulties tt was hard to forget the moments i had ! hmm, well, all above shown how hard and prove you guys wrong. all this while ive been the person tt will never give up in life, succeed whatever tt can/do and also be strong to face tragedies and difficulties as well. im not tt type of girl tt easily said* argh, feel like giving up* said tt ? soon ull regret and yea, cant able to move on as well. wth ! haaa. think before you say alright (:
basicaally, Im talkin abt fate here when feelings are so powerful itx as if some force beyond your control is guiding you to someone who can make you happy beyond your wildest dreams. so cmon, life aint difficult if yknow how to divide those time into happiness/reality (:

Monday, September 14, 2009

alright. on friday met up with daniel,syed,mus,iqah and hilmi over at queenstown. proceeded to kopitiam area, sat there and talked about kuda kepang meeting. hmm, after tt off to geylang to break our fast there. and off to town. haaa. as usual, buat keje bodoh. hahaa. thn of shopping over at ion after shopping proceed to cineileisure. sat there till last train i guess. haa. home sweet home !

Saturday, was about to meet elysa and friends but couldnt make it due to my own best friend birthday . we headed down to geylang to break our fast there and walked over at geylang. haa. kecoh okeh ! ramai kawan ikot. in total 15-20 people tagging. haa ! after awhile felt bored AND TIRED ! i went to meet up with kudutmen and his mates at cineileisure (: aww, so sorry, ddnt talked much. talked halfway . but in total crapness. haa. took last train as usual....home sweet home. reached at exact 1245 am. thn off again at 130 am to meet up with my guyfriends. haaa. till 330 they gone home and left mie alone over at pioneer mall mac. haa. ingat kan naq makan sahur same2 thn they gtg. pfft !so yea. waited till 4am for breakfast. eat alone. pity me ): hehe. nvm. da biase. after awhile came across a cute guy sat beside mie to accompany. awww.. how cute... his with a group of frends but he over alone just to accompany mie. hehe. talked as if we known each other long. haaa. thn he gtg at 5am. he asked for number. oh yesh. i did gave him (: hee. thanx for being there wen im alone. haha !. still meeting him though. ! arrrgh ! shssss!

sunday, met that cute guy again(: hehe. lepak till 6am . can you imagine tt. from 830pm he came over to mac just o lepak and accompanmy mie till sahur till 630am. wow ! weird isnt it. haha. yknow why we lepak till late ? cause no one at hommie. so yea. lepak at mac all the way..

heeee!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

To clear MY last exam. OMG please hurry ! . oh yeah, had my MOTHER.T N-level paper all done ! and so do my english listnening N-level paper. quite tough you see, ohh gosh ! hope i can do well in the 3 papers. still hanging on to prelims and N levels paper .maths,science & business. no no no.
itx really a great list... but itx not complete itx misses some points, like
* To give up my best and overcome every dificulty
* To wish for something and seeing that happening
* To feel that im complete, even for a moment in my life, where i have everything i want and wish for
* To love and be loved...
* To feel understood
* To sleep in a cousy bed, when itx raining outside Life has so much good things... the unfortunate it is that many last just a few moments and was all just a memory.
* To aim high & good marks after all exams done
* To be who i am , and i really dislike people saying tt im using extensions !
* To be who i am, I DUNT FAKE AROUND ass hole ! be original you FAKERS !!!

so yea, this could be my last or not the last chance to take the cert ! oh my !. i need to aim high and strive for good (: nomatter what, i ahve to move on with other schools. yea. i know i can make it (: be confident dora oh yesh, you can do it !

Aawwww! Ive been socially bashed today but reading this post makes me feel a little better already.

Monday, September 7, 2009

sorry, the pictures seems to be blur. idk why. heee !
last thursday was awesome. elysa (cine) asked mie to tagged along with her mates to geylang for buke* dhen off to grandlink karaoke-ing ! haa. was fun indeed. heh. love hanging out with them (:
on friday, study alone over at pioneer mall. haaa. thn get to meet upwith nabil, the guy tt i admire most ! haha. shsss. but too bad uhs, he changed alot this days dunnoe whye. was it me or him who changed ? idk ): see luh, admiring summone like him was pretty hard. gahh!, you guys dunnoe the real story and itx hard to explain tho. pfft pfft!. nvm. IMY ALOT okeh ! haha. kay shss. ): just friends. ntg much !
and on saturday, went out with her again, dhen met up with hanafie, her new friend and met dannPAL over at joo chiat. haa. we waited for thm so long gahh ! actually my motive on that day was too surprise iqbal his birthday mahx. amir was the want who called mie to come over.but eventually his with a groups of mats tt unknown to me, so yea, dunt feel comfortable with it we walked off instead . after breaking our fast *late* due to waiting for em'. we went off jalan2 awhile at bazzaar. soon after, elysa had to rushed home. so left mie with hanafie ! alamak. speechless siah. heh !. left two of us, called gf to come down, so yea, waited for her and 3 of us continue walking over at bazzaar. nyahah!. soon after, hanafie left as he wanted to meet up with his friends. so yea, left me and zee. haaa. thn khairul called mie up, as he wants to sent me back home. aite aite. thn sat awhile chit chat, till last train for zee to go off. heh. after tt, vrooom. home sweet home. hurhur !
ehh, sorry, today post very sian ! haha. singlish summore -__- haaa !
yknw whye !? cause, ive not yet sleep since just now okeh, now itx 527am . and i went in my room at 10pm, couldnt get myslef to sleep, watch dvd all the way till now. gahhh! cause N-LEVEL uh! scary siah. cannot sleep ):

Thursday, September 3, 2009

to spammers . seriously i dunt give a damn about it. lazy to entertain such coward like you. haha. talked so fucking merepek tt really dunt make any sense of it. plz uh. use yr brain. so childish. oh yes. really ! nvm. fullstop. aint wanna talk aboit em, waste tyme. nyahaha!

& ohh. pity mummy. gees. get well soon . warded hospital fr 4 days . oh my god ! but no worries. she'll be out tmr . alhamdulilah.. (: since the day shes admitted, went there lyke from 2pm till 830 till dad fetch mie up . very tired..... ddnt get to sleep well too. ohh gosh. nvm again.....

leading my lyfe on my own itx whats best for mie. no on can stop mie either. even some of you guys say, *do whatever things you lyke as long as ure happy iwth yr lyfe* so yea tts it (:
My experience of a life time... hmm, lemme think...The day that changed my life was when I was about, em... I think it must have been about the lately things ive done with friends and family it really change mie alot. seriously. because it seems lyke itx tyme for mie to give up on you guys, as yknew, im here making you guys happy, tts is why i should stop my self giving u guys the courage. true ? because everything i did for you was such a waste in the end. so yea. should shut up, evn wen you cry , angry , mad ,lonely. do you think ill be there for you again!? no , ill do that to only whom tt dunt appreciate mie as a true friend. so itx kinda * deserve you right* . so yea. your life. aint matter to mie . do whetver things you want as long as youre happy & i wunt stop you from the things youve done bad , wrong or good. but think twice. you ever appreciate people good deeds to you ? think back . ir ure not. * coward & selfish * tts who you are !
Ive been through some tough times, 've pushed myself alot and I think I have to say a massive 'thankyou'

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