Wednesday, September 23, 2009

alright. im back to my normal post . good one aint no singlish yea (:

hmm, well i just reached home after meeting up with my lovely zee and of coz ahmad (: but it turned out really bad . ddnt expect that to happen though ): pffft !

& yknow what i cant change and turn the time back as what im expecting off lately and before meeting you up ... God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the strength to change the things I cn n d wisdom to knw the difference. ohh my dear friend,wen r you goin to understand tt being normal is not neccessarily a virtue? It rather denotes a lack of courage . i just need u to denotes the true feelin to mie. whye u kept saying tt im att wheres im not n i tried to explain evrythin and whye cant you listen every word ive said. yesh, itx enough for mie to let yknow cause you seems not to understnd evry single thang i said !tt saddens mie much ): i hate when you said tt . really ..... ): yknow, ive lost my hp the last 5 days. who esle i wanna contact with. and itx like almost evryday i met you even when we're both tired and in the middle of the night. you think i met up with others guys ? think of tt, whye should i meet you up but not others. whye i sacrifice it for you. im tired but still i told you im not cause of the word *miss* you just dunt understnd... itx hard to explain. nvm let it all out here for better ): not letting yknow about tis will sadden mie cause i gt no one to share with even to my gf n to you. hmmm ): If some things are better left unsaid, thn myb they too are beter left undone.Love can only be what you want it to be but please not to treat mie in tt way... to say than to sorry for the last.... itx lyke many chances i gave you after all you said im att wheres im not. but this really making mie pissed of with the 3 words*new guy friend* you said. haish ): i was expecting you to come over at the back but not. so i decided to walked of and ignore you. since you gt friends around you, be with em, they ae much more undertsnding and always be there for you. im sorry for being this way. this is the true mie. it shouldnt turned out like this . but i have too ):

im sorry.... and how i wish yknow this ...

When i become the victim of a hateful heart i will trust my soul and walk away .... leaving you behind . There are some things in lyfe

that dont go the way u wan em to or the wy you tink they sud, but you cant dwell on these bcause youll miss out on othr opportunites. Dont give up one somethin jus bcause yu dont tink things will work, you wont knw unless you give it a try. But dont hold onto somthin tt left a long time ago, bcause sooner or later youll realiz some things just arent meant to be.

if you dunt trust mie, nvm let it be. im happy for you. always. im here to see you happy with your friends around but not mie tt always make you feel bad ... saddens drive mie all the tyme when we quarreled and itx enough. argh !!! ):

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Dinaelrina Isadora
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