
dearest bestfriend pupu

Current Mood : *thinkless* Bored .
Current song : If i let you go by Westlife .
haha . thanx hamdan ... lyke again . i won't even wanna bother ! my life so what . do you tynk i care ? and ohhh, bikin girls i respect as well alright . itx modern lyke hello . as if like i care . their way of living in this world so i cant stop em as well. sal jealous pe spammers ! haha . get a lyfe . i dunt even care . winks* ......
back to the topic where i was about to post. urm yea. i was in the room from lyke ,,, 630 am yest till 230am now ! . i just bathed . yea, ive go no appetitie to eat really . i was all alone in my room . sleep . hear music . read books . thn again and again . and at last i came out from my room lyke rat finding food . but wen the food was in my hand, i couldnt eat it ): haish. * alright i sound so budak2 kecik gytu* haaaa . but itx true ! And all through the room surrounds .Not a heartbeat was silent . it can be heard loudly wen i inhale/out. Not a smile on my face . not a single tears no more falls ...Tyme does not bring relief you all have lied. Who told me tyme would ease me of my pain! Or you see theres no time to waste, and plow into previously feared goals. i Try to be patient if it takes you years to return. This is the fall that gives wisdom, perspective, gratefulness. It is worth the crawl, back to life. but not rmmbering the hatred, the bad tymes i had in the past .... and with the yesterday incident seriusly taq perlu in my lyfe . really sickening ! mintak kene yakdush* ! Every moment without you, is a moment of time lost.The more I know you, the more I love you. the more we argue. the more i will choose you from the rest ! whye you ? whye . Gfs said, move on dora . just move on . he not the right guy for you . and i will reply , i guess his the one.whye ? how bad we fight, how bad we are, we're still together. i still choose he among the rest !but i guess. this is it. i should give up. even nabil called mie up and said.
nabil: Dora.. hello... i Heard that you've gt a big prob . whats the matter?
Dora: i shout hearing guys voice* i guess im over it . im scared to hear guys voice for now ): ntg . ntg matters you anyways. dont call mie. dont!
Nabil: dora, im always here for you, so as hamdan and naz. we're friends. even you dont share with mie. soon we will know.
Dora: shsssss* put down the phone.
He called again and again. so do hamdan and naz ):
im sorry guys for not picking up your calls.
and to zu and ayeen . much appreciated . thanx for help yesterday . really. i felt so damn ashamed towards you guys ): but im so thankful to have you around. really. thanx for being there with mie wen i really need sumone .....
Azzirah . thanx for accompany-ing mie just now. i sleep tightly wen ure by myside. aww. how sweet of you. thanx . i couldnt get my eyes shut properly wen just so you entered my room. hug mie tighly, i soon sleep tightly. thanx darla (:
Pupu . im Sorry BFF ! im really sorry . haish. what a tragedy / we just get back together. close friends indeed. itx been long we texted . and just yeast we patch up and a new life. new chapter of friendships storys... omg ! i ddnt new this would happen so badly . im sorry pup bestfriend... nomatter wad. i liysm and i miss you soo !!! i dowan to loose you again pupu.. im sorry fr wad ive done to you , the past was really bad. lets start anew..tinky winki! hehe. hugs*
to my DUMMIES :
Otang (ain) : love Helping each other win and take pride in each others victories. very bubbly known as laughing machine in class (:
Fee (fatihah) : the innocent looking type but more to pfft pfft, naughty . love helping friends and she love to motivate and cheer ppl up wen they are down (:
Mai (humairah) : sweet lady that also loves to cheer people up , the kindoff sacastic kinda way of talks but it really makes us laugh out load (: the girl who alwyas make us laugh . and not forgetting very kind indeed (:
Zee (Azzira) : ahaaa, the chubby one known as the *fishball* ahaa, love to cheer ppl up as well, good in maths love helping ppl in studies. very advisable . caring to others as well (:
Haz (hazrina) : the quiet innocent weird kinda look , okeh shsss. shes suspiciously amazing in doing something that we dont take note off and dunt intend off doing it, but the most kind in anyways, indonesia freak lyke i do ! ( ohh we're cousin for good ness sake ) hhaha .
Nady (nadiah) : shes what i called, *SHAWTY IN THE HOUSE YAW* ahaa, very active, love cheering ppl up, very nottie(always) haha. the joker of our days (:
Pupu (asraf) : the most caring and lovely guy ever. very unique. very strong in anyways he face off . the guy that always put a big smile on us . how i wish we could get back lyke the old days pupu ): i miss you badly , the laughter , hugs we had lately ): hmmmm.....
and this was all in you my dummies
MY DUMMIES applauds my strengths, understands my weaknesses and appreciates the combination we had been tru . they the ppl i salute with all my heart, nommater bad or gd tymes we had. the moments i cherish will nvr erase from my heart . truly deeply (:
till here, meet up soon on our grad night (: love yall !