Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Current mood - bored , sleepy

Current song playing - lagu kita (aizat)

well, im getting this all over again . oh yes . ALL OVER AGAIN . mka eit real please.

so here it goes. no songlish please dora. hahah -_- k shss. lets begin........

i was dissapointed at the moment of tyme lately . i couldnt take it as reality but i must face the fact as well, and to accpet every words that he have to say . i may accept all those . but what if my friends heard that ? hmmm, never in my lyfe someone said tt ): i aint wann alte you guys know what was it . seriusly, this is my own reputation tt i can only share with my true friends. hmmm, but most of it he makes me feel alive and wanted.WE TALK abt all kinds of tings but most of all I lyke the way we kissed . I go all funny inside just thinkin about it. those random kiss as in. look and gaze into his eyes and kiss him on the cheeks .. Hes a wonderful lover and I just dont want to be apart from him, but I must as I am committed to someone else whom I am not 'in love' with. i have to pretend all this while. i aint wanna lie no more. im in love with you more thn him . i swear ! how i wish you could know this. i just wanna be freinds with him. not more. im kinda lost for a moment of tyme. i aint want the old you, tt uve been pulling and pushing mie hard . it really hurts mie alot. i dunt need thosefights . im a girl and shouldnt get bullied by guys easily. im so fucking pissed off ): im touched about yesterday also. those days , those promises i shouldnt get played over it ): how i wish i could let yknow by gazing tru each other eyes and the inner feelings i had . yesh i know, itx been months im not in love. but all thanx to you, the love arrival came .... but im not expecting the moments i had for now. im scared .... whenver you said the word *ily* i may look away and smile .........

. When petty arguments start to enter the relationship it is usually a sign of something deeper that may be bothering mie or him. Are there any other outside stresses that may be part of the situation?

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Dinaelrina Isadora
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