Friday, October 9, 2009
Current mood : FUCKING PISSED OFF ! & SAD !Current Song : Suicide by Leona Lewis ft Rihanna (REPEAT & REPEAT ALL OVER AGAIN)
( listen listen, very meaningful lyrics )
Fucking Pissed off ... whye ? because ...... here the story goes ... -__-
he said that i went to msia without telling him which i dunt . and he said not to lie cause the beeping of my cell phone he called was diff, and fuckingly ddnt trust mie . sial ! i was snoring at home siah !! grrrr ! and again he thinks im having fun cause i ddnt text him .. ohh hello, im sleeping okeh ! ):
I wish I could see through yr eyes so I wud knw what you lyke to see. I wish I knew ur wishes, so I cud giv u evertin u wan. I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do n together we could make them come true. I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. And lastly, I wish I were a cell in ur blood, so I wud b sure I was somewhere in yr heart.When im low with nowhere to go i always remember this, when i open myy eyes, my heart, my spirit, myself, there i will find the stranger called hope. i guess he love seeing mie with other guys instead thn him himself. really, i cant stand the way when you said
*go ahead wit tt sum1 wen im here needin u most,as long as ure hapy wit tt guy*
grrr. sape taq fed up. pfft, wheres i dunt do sucha thang lyke tt, pfft! ive recently lost my hp, and gt back and yes, i did text my friends and stuff, and i guess his fucking pissed off wen i text sumone wen we're otp. grr. feels lyke not using it AGAIN AND WILL STOP MSGING PPL! easily said, had enough off it, and yup, i will stop using hp . senangkan, taq yah text sape2. bagos ! grrrr ! Just bcause something good ends doesnt mean something better won't begin. . PLEASE UH...make it right uh. da tawu aku ny sensetive, still have the guts to say tt ): i was keeping quiet all the way cause you said *go ahead with that someone* perangai taq perlu sak ! you said it wrong and it deserve my quiet-ness !arrrgh !. Maybe the reason why I havent found who Ive been searching for is because I know that Ive already found him. Itx just up to him to say whether I am who he has been waiting for.. all this while i just need him by my sight. and thats it. which is you ahmad husaini ! i guess he dunt want this wish to happen, and i guess i should have to move on instead ): wish mie luck husaini, wish mie luck kays ! ): badly hurt...
husaini, ddnt you realize this, whenever we talked on the phone it turn out to be lyke an angry lion and tiger fighting over a *meat* haha what ? and when it comes to meet up, everything was lyke a fairy.... cherish every moments and spend tyme lyke nobody business..... heaven sak ! seriusly, i hate talking otf, that is whye i love to hung up whenvr it turn out so bad ): im sorry... pffft ):
met up with zee just now. was a blast one, she accompanied mie to gek poh and off to jrg west park (: very sweet of her (: and yes, met up with that comel (cat)! haha. adorable. i call that cat (comel). seriusly, mate dier bulat skaly. very fluffy pulak tuu (: haha. happy dpt jumper si comel tuu (: . and now zee in love too with that adorable cat. hahahaha ! =P