Wednesday, October 7, 2009
To dream a dream is to awaken my Time is nothing. but to mie tyme is something that ill treasure much...The desire to love is everythin.If I had just one night to live, I live it in your arms, for u to hold all myjoy,
happiness
and desires
that able to support on.I may nevr get to hold you so tight, I may never get to kiss you gdnight, I may never look deep in ur eyes or so it seems, but, love , a girl can dream and imagine .... Sumtymes I feel so afraid tt everythin Im dreamin of, might nvr come true. But lately, my fears have been abated . idk whye. seems weird .... The thought of being with you tomorrow gives me the strength to go on today. but seems to change lately. nvm. lyke what ive siad, do your part as long as ure happy there. im so called the *used someone* surround you and in within you. have mie wherenvr youre down or in need, but let it go wen ure having so much happy tymes out there.. itx okeh, itx alright . im used to all this kind of shit thing (:Itx probably safe to say ive tried everything. If lie is what he really wants, and hes not man enough to tell mie why or get it done himself, itx seriously tyme to take matters into my own hands. Since he doesnt seem to be as emotional mature as i may have thought he was, i need to be prepared for the possibility of a nasty process. i jusst need to Spend a few minutes at the end of my days to journal/blogs. Lay my thoughts and feelins to rest b4 hittin the pillow and my overall health and wellness arrgh ! for sure it will benefit.and ohh hey GF'S wanna go camping or hiking at pulau ubin someday? ahaha. i was browsing tru about girls teenage life magazines, and they were lyke talking about a topic called *hiking or camping*a girl should and experience the lyfe tyme of it. kinda amazing. since im not used to hiking or even camping at PULAU UBIN ! (SCARY)the ways we can get relief and stuff. so just hold on to this plan. keep updating about plans. so bored ! ):NEVERMIND,
Just always remember that even when we are apart I will be
missing you!
& BTW, had fun with dann, hilmi,zee,mus,nazif and geng over at pm. even just for awhile. really a blast one. thanx for comforting mie and as well make mie happy as usual (: