Saturday, November 28, 2009

well, nothing much to do on hari raya haji .... hmm. basically, we woke up damn early just to rush off to Sultan Mosque . yes Sultan Mosque which located far from my hometown. haaaa . while the guys were praying we girls, mum fareena and mie head down to tepak sireh and also errr, idk what this musuem call. kan ! fuck. i luper !! hahah. whatever luh. we spent our days most over at the museum. walked here and there . haha. after all done . dad sees the kambing kena sembelih . heh cute one .. after that off to kallang , ate over at KFC . since malay stalls were close. like all of them. haa. yea. fast food pun fast food luhs ! hurhur ! . . da makan semua, head down to nanny house , at sims drive. sat that from 330pm till 5pm. thn rushed off to ibu and my aunty house. woooo !

BAKSO NYA ENAK BANGAT GYTU LOOHH ! hahaha (: yum yum. thats what we had for dinner at my aunty house (: .... soon thn . home sweet home at around 9pm... ddduhg ! im off to sleep like damn early. woke up at 12 am. nmpk fareena da taqder. haha. shes out with her fren wheres mie snoring at home.tired okeh !> soon thn i cant sleep. tanx to danial. call mie for lepak. yes we did (: hurhur.. coolness ! had fun with

danial, hafiz,aul,achmad,adam,kelfel (1st grp)

iskandar,yusman,rabu (2nd group) woooo ! rounding here and there. yayness ! reach home at arnd 430 am (: winks* hehe. what a day. ! and im still here cant sleep. pfffft !

WAKEY WAKEY YOU GUYS ! Good Morning Btw !

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

photos above were taken on our GRAD NIGHT which was on D 23rd Nov 2009 ! ahaa. the day that ill never ever gonna forget (: the moments we had fun, enjoying, hugging, kisses, flowers, taking pictures here and there. ohh gosh ! i miss it alot !... the most cooolest part was the last 45mins of non stop electro , hip hop & rnb non stop music DJ IN THE HOUSE YAW ! hahah . damn. d food not really tt tasty. buffet , so we tend to take like alot. yea. who cares. we've already paid .. ching ching $$$ ! haaa. dessert looks nice but too bad. i dislike it. yucks ! hahah . aint wanna talked much here... theres more photos to be upload. waiting for my friend now. ahaaa !....

my 1 week that has just past was amazing ! really .... fun to the max . and yea. i miss my whole family as well... and no matter what i did texted my mum asking how and all. she knew what happen. shes an understanding MUM i ever had . i really do love her alot ! eventho i was far from her, still will never forgt. she understand the situation much.. she knew i can take care of myself. she give mie tyme and yes. here i am with her now (: i miss my adek and daddy too ! (: awww. haha. im sorry as what i already did say .... and now another problem about *that guy* haish......... nvm. still im gald to have my parents around (: love em !

Friday, November 13, 2009

yesterday was a blast one. ahaa. not really. woke up pretty early again to work...thn off to fetch my besties nazif (ah zyp) over at sentosa. gahhhh ! rainY day really make my day gooo zzzZzZzZ.....aite. what ever it is. had fun with hym. shopping awhile over at vivocity. and i bought myself 2 earings from forever 21. kinda cute (: ahaaa . winks* . after tt went off to search for shoes. damn !. those campers shoe and clarks on display shoes really attract mie much okeh ! damn. and it cost lyke $300 over. aiyyyoooooo! ..damn nice. pffft !. how i wish i can get tt lyke on tt tyme . pffft ! hahahs. .. after jalan2.. tired.. we're off to sit outside and had a smoke. randomly...idk from nowhere, a caller called, talking about * ive been selcted to choose this 3 choice of free gift, 1st, $10,000 shopping voucher from any outlet and malls,2nd 1 to 1 star cruise with free meals, 3rd 8days 7 nights free meals to thailand for 5 person * -_- thers lots more actually. cut it short. and yea, put down the phone and i said * what a crapshit talk nonsense !! fucking ppl, fuck this ppl who prank me. fuck uh !! ....... but what if itx real * hahahah. lol. whatever luhhhs. merepek uh ny semue...-_- fucking lame . kk. back to the topic. heh.. so yea, after tt we walked off took train, while we're on the escalator, and wen i stepped on it yea, obviosly itx just nice fr two ppl standing right ? uhhuh, behynd mie, theres tis one apek, pfft. really irritates us. thn i was lyke .* apee sial ny apek dkt2 ngn org * yes, again, deakat(near) tomy face. pffft, and still can whislte in my ears loudly.hey yknow what, if i turn right, i can nearly kiss hym tauus ! pffft! so nazif grab mie and hug. (step couple gytu) klah, i did hug hym as well, ... but thn mangkok pe ! he stand beside mie, as i told you , itx enough fr two ppl standing. maen giler ny apek, maen selit jek sebelah aku. pfft !. he stand exactly beside mie! and still have the guts to look at mie . thn without fear i said * what what,* (my hands keep swaying up high) thn he follow the way i did . grrr. geram peeerh. da sampai bawah, he looked back,smile at mie thn again, he did that to one business women. hahahah !mangkok per. gila siah tuu apek. hahahah ! i da macam org gyle maki2. haha. nazif ask to stop all tt but i fefuse. haha. gyler kan. i da luh phobia ny semua. haha !.....

thn yea...took train stop over at pioneer . off to pioneer mall. met up with my babes and hunks . lepak2 till late night. and off to zee cribz at around 1230am after sending fareena off. watch haunde. and yea, we cried again watching tt show. heee. off from her cribs at 430am. grrrr.. tired tired. haaa. what a day (:

and i cant wait for late event. basically, i missed keleidorama ): damn !. i woke up late ): nvm. will be meeting up my hunks and babes again over at town later (: wooooo ! will update again soon (: toodles yaw !

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Sometymes itx the tings tt you cant do, that brin out the brilliance of wht you can!Wen you are low wit nowhere to go remember tis, when you open your eyes, ur heart, yr spirit, yrself, there you will fynd the stranger called hope. i may nolonger b there fr you. cause i know. im not the want for you. and as you can see, im trying my hard to make you give up on mie. trust mie. soon you will. and i can see day by day . you're acting diff as well. feel lyke giving up soon. well, tyme will come for it .... just wait yea... i know and may not be the dora you know so far and used too. the days . the moments. and the tymes we had. all not meant much..Just bcause somethin gd ends doesnt mean somethin beter wont begin. but till here and has came by . the future aint what you wish for....

Hard tymes are simply tt---TIME---tyme passes and tings do get better. So, just stick through it and one day you will look back on it and think (OH MAN!) that was nothing WORTH. REALLY...you just waste the tymes on mie...You must have hope in your heart before you can love. you always think about d humankind thoughts. how could i ?

by YOU PRESSURING mie much lately. and so desperately in need mie back whch i know i cant be with you....heyy ...Do not change who you are for anyone. If God, in all his wisdom, made you the way you are, he did it for a reason. this is what i call itt karma.... and this is what i call humankind !!! love cant be force . so ... let be it. my heart no longer meant for you. and itx seems so weird. you tynk negatively on mie .! haish. yea, lyke what i will say

* say whatever you want as long as you are happy *

i change for gd. i know you cant see it. i aint wanna show it to you. cause in your eyes,you see DEVIL in mie. tts what you will tynk off. and seriusly it hurt mie much . nvm. i change it fr good. and not for you anymore !Everyday begins and ends with a thought, this I know... Everyone of your days begins and ends with a thought of me, this I hope...Make it a habit to give whether yrself, yr tyme, a word of yr encouragement, or a listenin ear n ull fynd peace and happiness tt cant b beat. all i need is that. but ... you aint wanna trust my words nomore.felt hurt. really hurt. and i know, it was my fault for everything...but after all...nothing worth the chance......

Thanks once again .....

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

SORRY GUYS FOR THE LATE UPLOAD AND POSTING OUT YOUR PICTURES. DAMN BUSY. seriusly. ahaaa. had fun each and everyday. and yea, almost everyday reached home at arond 6 in the mornin !. ahaa. ttss my lyfe. ahaaaa... really had fun with my bby gerls. fareena & zee . and some dudes and babes there too (: gosh !. ahaaa.. went to novena, velocity,fish & co, sentosa,town....thats the first day. alright.. idk wen it held i really frgt the date

and yea.. so on...

2nd day went to kallang, leisure park,town,pasir ris whitesand..

ahaa. idk. alot to list down. to johore with family and friends. enter to msia just with mum bla bla bla...really had fun with bbyg fareena slept over at my house fr 2 days (: tralalala... met up with iqbal and friends too (: met up with fareena's A.I.M B hahaha....yea..and lots more. just let the picture do the talks. still gt lots more. tired to wait luh !! hahaha. whatever.... toodles thn (:

i've enjoy everything i have in lyfe now (:

really appreaciate it alot !

freedom is all i need now(:

i really treasure and cherish it

Monday, November 2, 2009

Current song : I need you now by Kat Deluna

Current mood : sleepy , happy , blur sotong !

Laughter is the one true thing everyone will always need. ohh yesh, happiness refill again ...Laughter is lyke a fresh new day, each giggle is the dawn of a new morning brighten up my day and smile with laughter with hym around mie. i can feel the love again with hym wen his by myside (: right bby? happy, playing soft toys fights late night ? hahah . yarhh, he love hitting mie back with my barney wen i hit hym first with my *bantal bushuk* hurhur ! (:

All I really need is love, but a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurt! cause, eating tt will and for sure somehow relax my mynd (: well i herad ppl said this.....

It is said that, 'You cant change the lyfe but you can always change yourself. So, if you and I start to change then we have already begun changing the lyfe' . this is what i trying really hard so far... hmm, idk if it really gonna work or not. .. i hope everything will go smoothly as i want it to happen soon . well basically,Advice is only asked to be given when you know the true answer you just don't want to believe it wen i said the truth. well, it will taketyme to trust again... i understnd much.... baby, Just because people change and move on with life, it doesnt mean that they love you any less. im trying to move on here... by loving you more and start anew ! trust mie this tyme......

alright alright. urm, i woke up early today !. yea. i guess so.... itx still 10am plus.. which supposely i used to wake up at around 4pm-5pm ! hahahah. and ohh, sad news and uhhuh woke up early because, i gt an emergency call. not really . gf text mie up, and i called her up . saying tt one of our friend just passed away ): i was lyke ! OMFG ! haish... still young . at the age of 20 his gone .

You might be covered by eyelids closed over your whole being, or reach with desperation for something alive to hold onto. Your fingertips will hide in a fist. No more palms open to lyfe. Humbled, the very ground will seem so large. Someday the earth will own you. till here, will tears us away... remembering the moments we had all this while.... the laughter,sadness and now grief.. gone all of sudden really shocked mie much ! your name will always remembered .....

The Girl Next Door

Dinaelrina Isadora
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