Wednesday, December 2, 2009
whye am i still not sleeping yet at this tyme ? well, basically, i slept at 7am yest morning and woke up at exact 12.03 am just now. ahaa. long hours of sleeping huh. tts weird. and body start to ache now.! . yawning all the tyme by couldnbt get my eys close. so decided to download songs and watch movies tru internet. step brave skejab, with no fear, i watched paranormal activities , alone ! haaa. yes ALONE ! okeh. i shouted just becoz of the sound effects. padahal nothing. heh ! lol...... so after awhile, rabu text mie, asked mie to call hym, yea, call hym since im bored as well, we talked about life and all. heh. he always make mie laugh siah.! what a gundu freind. yes . his just my friend anyways (: haha... RABU OHH WEDNESDAY ! hahhahaha...i always feel butterflies! in myy stomach every tyme that i see an talk to rabu . his one of my greatest friend. and without shyness occurs, i always shared problem to him. tanz for the listening ear (: Itx an unusually hot night. Im lying in bed…alone, thinking of you. Listening to slow, soft music, my mind slips into solitude, eyes closed. Air from the fan embraces and showered air cons breezing tru my body. We had spent a beautiful day together, and then took our separate ways home. thats was the past... Now the memories of the tyme spent together fill my head and I smile to myself. Oh yes! The time spent together was too short, as always. and i hope and wanting to knew that im not able to know him as always. cause i hate him much day by day past, even he just texted mie up just now. angryness filled again, couldnt accept what he have done. but still, i have the grudges . just wait and see. enough is enough.. never will return...77% of cheatin men hav a gdfriend who cheated.
Hanging around friends who stray makes cheating seem normal and legitimizes it as a possibility. he knew , he wunt do it ever again, but not telling hym to get apart from the loves one. i knew you were friends. but not in this kind off state. unapreciatable . barinstrom tht friend of yours who loves mie much . and do you tynk ill care about you both again ... text mie ! yull know how ill react.. i may be the devil in both of you guys eyes. but to an angel to someone tt appreciate mie much. you can say im bad, say whatever you want, all i know im always be the old dora ppl will know... but to you, no way in return ! devil into you guys...
but i just hope tt guy tt used to love mie know whats happening around.. and i wish yknow how i felt, itx only yr closes friend knows evrything about it.... Rusty .. ( i used to call hym)the guy i always shared with...