Thursday, February 25, 2010

Current Mood : Fucking Fresh . Kinda not in good mood due to morning bad dreams.

Current Song : Baby - Justin Bieber Ft ludacris

If some things are better left unsaid, then mayb they too are better left undone.Love can only be what you want it to be. im not trying to force myself by thn. it really a worse to worst ever thing to do or to open my heart to anyone. it was fucking difficult to love someone. but eventually not for now..letting yknow this, i dunt mynd getting hurt, rather thn suffered the pain....his with d ego, tt really hard to talk things out really gave mie a big hard fucking tyme okeh ! The more we fight waiting, the more waitin we will have to fight. lyke i told you, i cant suffer the pain but hurt all day long.Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do. I've learned tt lyfe is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everythin hits rock bottom, but all i have to do is b patient and wait fr sometin to turn everythin bck arnd. but seriusly, gonna take a looooong fucking tyme ... really ... Changes are always there in mylives, the wise ones accept change and live with it. i do see the wise just to move on. love give total painess and hurtness while fun give total happiness in me. yup, because i knew i cant live without having fun all the tyme. i cant be controlled, i cant be angry all the tyme wen we;re in love. no ... i wunt this tyme now.being a yr plus single was totally a great thing. BUT MINUS THE DATE IVE BEEN DATING WITH. hahaha . I TOLD YOU, A YEAR PLUS SINGLE WAS SOOOO INCREDIBLE and nvr in my lyfe lyke this..just so yknow,Ive learned tt tings change, pple change, and it doesnt mean i forgt the past or try to cover it up it simply means tt ive move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesnt mean giving up, it means accepting that some things werent meant to be. like what im doing now. accept the fate of it (: yes, nommater how bad i suffered now, still the pain was surround mie. it was all fate (: . .The hardest part about moving forward is not looking back ! oh please dora. don't you ever think about the past ... ive always been thingking about this lately. idk whye. fucking hell ): nvm .... all FATE ! Advice is only asked to be given when iknow the true answer i juz dont want to believe it.I thought by staying, trying to change you would be worth it baby, but now I see that trying to change you, only changed me! so what for i stay wen im the one who suffered... a waste of tyme cause a guy lyke you is fucking hard to listen and lways with his EGO ! Everything in life is temporary. even wen you die together. they dunt get in the samee grave nor tortured together...If you wanna live, make everything happen, but if you wanna play, just dream about it boy. I believe the saddest thing in life, is caring so much for someone and then one day i look into their eyes and listen to em talk and realize tht they are gone. All i see in front of me is a stranger with just a known name.Ever wonder how your life would be right now if you had the power to go back and change even just one small thing? geeessss...Explore, dream, discover with em before getting in love deeply... learn from thm, know their secrets, know their everything in anyways they do....

Tomorrow isn't a promise, it's a chance .... yes or no ??

The Girl Next Door

Dinaelrina Isadora
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NOTE : AINT A NEED OF CONTROLIZATION IN MY LIFE
STILL ENJOYING EVERY MOMENT OF MY HAPPY LYFE

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