Sunday, February 21, 2010

Current Mood : Sad . Bored . Pissed off . Random .

Current Song : Wanna be with you -Paula Deanda

Since You havent responded to my tex and havent heard from you since Friday Evening, i assume you are pretty upset with me. im sorry about tt. i was trying very hard to understand you. A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.. Sometymes it can be as quiet as a feather falling.. And the most painful ting is, no one realy hears it, except me myself who have been heard and hurt... and i know its not just mie who going thru all this. same as the other party tt seems so hard to understand how i felt.It is u at grips wit tt too long hour never dim enough until sleep.You as though you cud be.The same except tht I shall perhaps never meet you . again or im not sure what it will be... i hope not .You pretend not to know I am watching you.Marvelously I am no longer sure you know.You idleness brings tears to my eyes badly.. i cant bare to see mie ,you my bbg and also my mum sad for this. i ddnt mean to let the tears roll out from their eyes. i wsnt sure. i was too sad when i was sitting over at starbucks with mum. drinking and sharing problems. im not like this before . even i had dates before.. but i wasnt badly inlove untill like this. i assume theres something unique and special in you tt really attract mie much.

im goin to smile and make u think Im hapy, Im goin to laugh, so you dont see me cry, Im goin to let you go in style, and even if it kills me ... but still Im goin to smile.

i wonder what it will be faking around? i aint wanna show or have any sympathy too. i know i can settle it with myself. but not till tt other party keep ignoring my msg. at least his there msg mie, im alright with it. but there he goes, ignoring mie lyke... hmm. idk what to say, and really hurt deep inside my crushed heart ):Ive changed so much. I wish you knew how much you changed me. I wonder if I changed you, if ur lyfe is different bcause of me. Bcause mines different. ohh geees ! you taught me so much, and from that Ive known. I guess thts what happens. KARMA .... and hated getting traumatised and phobia .. ):I nvr knew until tt moment how bad it could hurt to lose somethin i nvr really had.

mum said this to me: Where there is love, there is pain. strive and be brave to sort things out together so tt you dont loose the chance.

i pretty sure it will be a reality, but why must it be mie who always start the convo first when the other party keep quiet all the tyme ....Love is the hardest habit to break, and the most difficult to satisfy...a year plus being single was really not insecured much... shoudnt open my heart. but still HE makes my days lively.

The Girl Next Door

Dinaelrina Isadora
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