Monday, February 22, 2010

Current Mood : Twisted Mind . Confused .

Current Song : Naturally -Selena Gomez .

i had already text my bestfriend . azizul is his name . his my closest friend in my dance crew . he knew about mie more than everything even not a word saying hello to hym when meet up, he knew something not right. yup he came up to mie, said * are you alright,come share with me whats wrong. yknow ill be there whenevr you need help,ill always be your listening ear,cmon,so supp with it * . i was speecless, i cried and not saying aword at all. i was too hurt deeply inside. i whisper to myself, azizul ears came near to my mouth ... as i kept whispering * How is he doing there,is he find,i just need him by myside when im down *. azizul pulled mie up. putting his both palm on my shoulders . pulling mie up to look at his face....my eyes kept wonder around . and his there forcing mie to look at his eyes... i looked, a secs later my eyes wonder around... he said this

A: Love looks not with the eyes, but with the heart and soul! IM YOUR BESTFRIEND! I love whatever things youdo but please trust my heart and soul tt is why i want you to look deeply intoo my eyes. im 23 years old dora. im old. whye im still single till you step inside our new dance crew till now... why. cause of heart pain & i believe in bestfriend much thn having R/S with someone... dora listen..no matter what be strong to face everything. im still a dancer, you may see mie happily dance but deep bottom of my heart. i no longer could break it.. i dunt mind breaking my arms or leg. but please not my heart. dora...when youre down, im down too. wee're in same mood and life... im like you too. when im sad, i tend to make faces and being alone.guys noadays are hard to understand.. as surrounding changes day by day...

D: *sniff sniff* Hugs*Azizul,You hold my souls serenity in the palm of your hand, so treat it with care and gentleness plz. im scared. i just need everyting to secured in my heart. thankx fr the advive youve gave mie bestfriend..hug more tightly*If I could have one wish, it would just be this, I could take hym to my soul and show hym all the love there is. how truely i am for now.

A:While bein in love there are two requirements, heart breaking and healing. Healing takes time gerl...i know it will hurt you much

D:I can't seem to erase all the memories of hym. No matter how hard I try its someting I cant do. i badly in need and in love with hym. nvm bestfriend. im still strong to face this. just let mie breakdown alot of tyme as long as im finding a ways to be alright..

theres more he said to mie, he really give alot of advice. even the advice would hurt mie much. but still .i would always listen to hym. whye cant my gf be like hym..cry together,having hard and harsh advice but still meaning.. at least i can speak up. haish.. im just being tortured.I may not be the dream you want to come true, but Ill always be the person in love with you....):

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Dinaelrina Isadora
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