Saturday, March 6, 2010

Current Song : Carry Out - Justin Timberlake

Current Mood : Down . Sleepy

yesterday, went out with wawa to release some stress for just awhile. as usual. fake smile were all use-en..i tried my best, to be the old dora, i tried my best to be the one tt they always wished for... so yea...wawa waited for mie under my blok. i sengaje tinggal kan my handphone at home. cause if i bring also, no one will msg . so what for bringing em when im out only awhile.. we were about to go town. but eventually not cause mum said so... i have an appointment with my aunty duing these spiritual thingey at her house by 9pm. yes my sickness due to all these. and it all happen over at ECP chalet last week, when i walked outside alone to fynd a shop. mesty luh brany.....ive been followed by these ROCKER BITCH and some of the JEMBALANGZ!. i was shocked too when i stepped inside my aunt house. sat down and she said *mase tu ader pergi tepi pantai jalan sorang2 kan?* ... i looked at wawa and wawa looked at mie back.. i smile with my weird face expression. OMG. she know whatever things i did and who im with.. what she said was all true. yes, i was in the room with frends while frends making noise and im there sat down quietly. CHECKED ! TTS CORRECT . i wore all black...CHECKED ! TTS CORRECT TOO ! so here the story goes... she took out some rocks ? idk..she touched my head. touched my toes. i was hot by then really. migrain starts. shivering . she said not to worry... those thing just want to accompany and making friend. LIKE HELLO ! do i look like one of them ? HELL NO. no joke okeh. itx a serius matter. you may laugh at it. laugh luh kalau korang nak.. bende ny pergy hantui korang padan muker jgn salah kan aku. cause this thang jaga mie for quite sometyme already...aunty said. every tragedy.every bad things gonna happens these thing will help ... i dunt wish to see this right infront of my eyes. but aunty said. try kau imagine hantu2 yang kau pernah lihat kat tv semua... hmm. nononono !i bet no one will trust this story much.. saddens mie much .. really. i felt fucking diff after discharge from hospital.. arghhh ..! and you boy ! itx all cause of you okeh ! hypertension much ... been thinking of it much cause of you ! yes you boy ! haish.. i may believe that im responsible for what i do, but not for what i think. The truth is that im responsible for what i think, because it is only at this level that i can exercise choice. What i do comes from what i think. Since im alone are responsible for my thoughts, only i can change them. i will want to change them when i realize that each thought creates according to its own nature. ill always Remember tt the law works at all tymes and that im always demonstrating according to the kind of thoughts i habitually entertain. Therefore, i should start now to think only those thoughts that will bring me health and happiness. cause these thing tt have been following mie knew tt i aint having companion... please luh. leave mie alone okeh.. i dunt mynd being alone. just tt. ... argh. nvm..... up to you to believe or not....

The Girl Next Door

Dinaelrina Isadora
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