Thursday, March 4, 2010
Current Song : Change me - akon ft keri hilsonCurrent Mood : Very hot ! Thirsty ! aku taq selesa luhh !!!!! Bingit !
OMG ! I CANT STAND WITH NOWADAYS HEAT . idk .... isit because im sick ? my body temp not right ? or maybe the weather ? ohh hell ...... i cant sleep well this days . slept early . but end up, woke up at around 1am ... sleep again, and yes, wake up again at around 5am .. haish.. and will be awake till evening ): damn ! eating medicine too won't help ... fuck shit yea ...
okeh enough of this.. so i shall open another topic.. soooo... here it goes ....
................in the end, karma will be a bigger BITCH than ill ever need to be ...pain is inebitable. suffering is optional...ish ! expect nothing ... but i do appreciate everything ...hey hey, yknow what, if i were a computer, i'd shut down and reboot my life back .. but everything just happen to quickly... yea,,, i may accept it well enough..I Hate To See Yall Frown, i hate to you sad... so itx best enough for mie putting up my fake smile & lame jokes just to see you laughing away. a guy, Named S_____ have help mie alot...yes alot...i appreciate it so much for the good advice .. he cheer mie up at tymes too ... you see... i tried my best not to reply other guys msg ... really . SWEAR ! i was about to dlte evry guys msg tht have sent to mie. but eventually, i just ignored em.. cause i knew, and not long enough to text thm and takan aku nak fake around and pretend tt im okeh to ppl. diam diam sudah luh.. betol taq !??... so itx best for mie to keep quiet, and just to msg this S____ .. and his a good friend indeed. just a good friend okeh ... .... gees. i cant face guys for now... fucking pissed off.... try mie. i wont entertain ....trust mie , it would be a fucking big waste tyme for you to do tt .. soon you KENA REJECT .... sorry if im being to SOMBONG here ... but this is my own life. happen once.. happen twice.. it wunt happen for the third tyme cause i had enough of it...If you want a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or things. these, i know, i will be depending on myself not to anyone.. cause having a good friend too wunt help and they just dunt even care... and i hate being traumatise and phobia..so i shall kept myself quiet till im satisfied ....
and lastly...
im happy tt yesterday 12am strike i did text hym up..
who's birthday ??? ???
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY RAIHAN (:
I hope all your birthday dreams and wishes come true.May today be filled with sunshine and smiles, laughter and love. Lot's of people are thinking of you on your birthday; I just wanted to let you know I'm one of them. Have a wonderful day! Take care Raihan (: