Monday, March 22, 2010

Current Song : Rimas - The Fab* Cats

Current Mood : Happy ? Down ?

Why am I afraid to lose you when ure not even mine...Why ?It hurts to see the one i love happy with someone else. Really hurt much . all i can do is to keep quiet till the day tt will and surely wen wrong . my Besties will know this.... kept the grudges much in mie. ohh whye hurt ? basically.........long story yall aint a need to know....we've been seeing each other almost everyday ... have fun together .. stay together . stay close.. such and such ... but in the end. caught red handed ... he doesnt know still .. i wanna let hym know about it. but im scared.. cause we're just Friends still... but the inner feeling i had was so HUGE .... so does he but a lil .. missing each other,kiss calls . will always be the last text of the day wen we're going to sleep and the morning real kiss i gave you after you sent mie home just now. when i said *good bye,take care* i just turn around and walk, he stopped mie and said*taqde kiss*...i gave hym one...without saying anything , i just walked off. it was not sincere one indeed, but i have to make faces by thn . im sorry . tt wasnt real enough.If the truth was told instead of a lie, then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much. but how should i start this.i really have to keep this.It really hurts when i expected so much morefrom the person i once loved so much. tt is why im keeping it to myself all this while.. cause im scared to FALL IN LOVE like the previous post i update. bbg said he look like a gdboy boy ... yes indeed he was, just from the outside.. what about the inside ? tt , hard to believe...It's lyke my mind knows whats ryte but my heart is being retarded and still cares. arrrgh ! & lastly . yes i can trust hym, cause. everyday he work. 10am to 8pm ... reached home, sleep. and at around 12am-2am he will go online chat with mie or most prolly meet mie up.. but what about the msges ? Facebook ?too much thinking and i know i shouldnt have too ! uhh pfffft !. and im so sorry for texting you one word one word ... all i can say is nothing wrong and im alryte .... and there he goes... keeping quiet ):

The Girl Next Door

Dinaelrina Isadora
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shoppingVOLLEYBALL

CHILLINGcamwhoring
making new friends

NOTE : AINT A NEED OF CONTROLIZATION IN MY LIFE
STILL ENJOYING EVERY MOMENT OF MY HAPPY LYFE

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